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Wow, one week from today till i hit the big 2.0..yes so ita about time i sum up my teen years..
13- i begun cutting
14- my first suicide attempt
15-major depression
16-spent half of this year in treatment
17-crime,gangs,drugs..hospitalizations
18 hospital and more hospital.
19- drug addiction

wow ive had such depressing teen years..there has been good times though...
like...my 18th birthday,, took like way too many party pills and was buzzing like a motherfucker for 3 days..
or most of last year at uni, going out and dancing every weekend..
the boxing tournaments...
..the school ball and after ball..
...crazy car trips where we'd just get in the car and drive...

Ive decided my 20's are going to be good..i am going to make the most of them..

So heres ome photos from the last few years..the years im glad ive got through..finally.


Before the after ball...god i was dark lol

me and my best mate, in our school uniforms.we were suppose to be at school...we didnt go to often.

this was for a photogrpahy assignment f0or a friend at school.

this is me with a university lecturer,my best mate and a friend from uni..that night i got reeaaallly fucked up..it started snowing and some random portugese fellow carried me home up this massive hill in the middle of a snow storm..good times.

this was when i was 16,blonde, a few months before i stopped eating.

18 years, drunk..