vacio

Im still quite sick, just really dizzy and exhausted, havent been sleeping to well again which is a right pain up the ass.
I found this picture, i cant remember when i took it, but i like it..
I dont know how old this photo is,but i wish i looked more like that now.

Im not too blah about my body right now, ive lost a little weight so im happy..of course a little is never enough, but then again nothing has or ever will be enough, and it always leaves me questioning why i continually keep going down this road.
Its like i have this fascination of being a skeleton, of starving to death, it seems exciting and inviting to me,sick i know. My mind works in some odd ways..

My tattoo is peeling and all of that, it was bitch itchy last night and drove me insane, but its looking So much better so yay!

My moods have been pretty good lately I notice around menstration i really do get emotional, and cut, so i have recognized this now and must take steps to ensure i look after myself and take it easy around this time !