vacio

Im really feeling uncomfortable about my body right now, i feel monsterously large. I havent taken a crap for about 4-5 days, im getting slightly worried, no wonder i feel so huge and bloated.
Im eating lots of fruit and drinking mountains of fluid, hopefully it will budge sooner or later, hopefully sooner.

I cut again last night, because i felt fat. Ridiculous really, but whatever trevor.

Not much else is going on really,not too sure what the plans are for tonight, for the truth i cant be fucked doing anything, but im not sure if thats because i am tired or because im trying to isolate myself?




Set is still pending.

Thats all ive got for now folks.



EDIT: okay so its been a few hours since i posted the above, im feeling better about things, im really feeling like i want to look after my body, crazy i know, but i want to nourish it with good things, healthy things, so no alcohol tonight i dont think, plus alcohol only fucks with my moods, so why bother set myself up for something like that, wow this is positive, lets hope this can stay for longer than 5 minutes. Im dying my hair AGAIN soon