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Hola bitches.
er im really frustrated about my weight right now, i know i have gained weight in the last few months, and im not happy. I know in reality im not fat, but god i still feel that way, i feel so uncomfortable.
So now i have this new worry to contemplate..my boyfriends ex is apparently trying to lose weight to be as...
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Today has started off really gay, and continued to get more faggy as the time ticks itself by.
I was woken up pre-maturely by my dog barking, fucking jehovahs witnesses were at the door trying to get in to present me with some of their lovely little books, i didnt get out of bed, and i knew it was them because they left their little...
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So, as ive mentiond before, im on this journey of self-discovery, so now im going to let you into my lives a little bit more, share some facts that maybe you did or didnt know! just for fun, im terribly bored!


- i have a twin brother and a half brother and sister
- i used to be a marching girl, have played representative netball,...
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hello hello children reading my blog
actually i hope theres no children reading my blog, that would be a tad bit wrong.
My printer is being a total jerk-off, screwed up the piece of paper in it and smudged shit all over it.
smart machinery.
im feeling pretty good today, i did some sit ups and some weights before, and have eaten reasonbly well today,...
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hellobeautiful people

I have an itchy tongue, which is quite unusual i believe, and im so sleepy.
Didnt go out last night, because i was exhausted, so spent the night with my boyfriend on the sofa watching movies and eating. Was a good night apart from the food, which was great at the time, but a source of anxiety a few hours later.
But...
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Im really feeling uncomfortable about my body right now, i feel monsterously large. I havent taken a crap for about 4-5 days, im getting slightly worried, no wonder i feel so huge and bloated.
Im eating lots of fruit and drinking mountains of fluid, hopefully it will budge sooner or later, hopefully sooner.

I cut again last night, because i felt fat. Ridiculous really, but...
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Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost,It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Currently i am cutting up copius amount of paper, trying to finish this scrapbook for my brothers band, that my mother insisted i do.

Im a bit tired, a bit grumpy, but thats okay, things could be worse.

This retarded ass computer keeps...
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Ugh everythings a bit messy in my life at the moment.
I cut pretty bad last night, one of the wounds you can see right inside to, it bled like shit, kind of scared me.
I have restricted my intake today.
I feel really low, mood wise that is, not like gangsta low low low.
Chris Brown is pissing me off. Bet hes a mjor...
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Fuck me days, there is a LOT of drama going on on this website, its prettttty fucking gay.
I came on this site because i actually thought it might be devoid of all of this petty bullshit, but apparently not.
Anyway..
Went and got drunk again last night, my boyfriends not talking to me, im not too sure why, not too sure if i give...
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What a fucking night ! Didnt get home till about 6 am. Ended up all over the place. Met some interesting people as usual, including my bfs ridiculous ex who "wanted" to meet me. She kept telling my bf how much she still loved him and all apparently. I just let it slide, i know he loves me, and i know shes an idiot.
So...
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