v8dreaming

I quit smoking four and a half months ago. Patches didn't work for shit. So, I quit using the Yoda method.
Every time I wanted a cigarette, I thought "Do or do not. There is not try." It worked.
I still crave them. I have dreams that I'm smoking. When I realize what I'm doing, I get pissed, throw it on the ground and stomp it out. I can't really say that it's made me feel any better or anything, but It saves me money and I don't smell like an ashtray anymore.

A guy at work called me a "nigger lover" today. I told him that I'm going to laugh when his daughter winds up dating a black guy. I greatly dislike 99% of the people I work with. They are all the same.

There's one guy I work with that is fucking a married woman. He knows she's married. The woman's husband has called him. The guy I work with and the woman are both lying to the husband about their relationship. People like that piss me off to no end.

A guy I considered a friend beat the shit out of a girl I consider a friend in front of his kid. He then proceeded to tell his daughter that if she said anything to the cops, that she would get in trouble.

I've watched ten and a half hours of training videos to earn extra money for a plane ticket to Atlanta for Dragon*Con.

I finally got to see Gwar play. Unfortunately, it was after Cory Smoot died. They ended the show with The Road Behind. After the show, they dimmed the lights except for one that shone onto Cory's guitar.
I'm glad they've retired the character he played and are still continuing on. I will forever be a fan of Gwar.

I wish I was closer to people out here. I miss the interaction you have with friends. Most people I know here are only acquaintances. Isolation is not my friend. I've tried getting something going in the Vegas group, but that shit just isn't going to happen. Nothing like the SGAtliens group at all.

May try to post more on here. I'm not really sure. That's all that's been in my head for now.