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v8dreaming

North Las Vegas by way of Atlanta

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Thursday Feb 26, 2009

Feb 26, 2009
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if things happen for a reason, i wish like hell i knew what this one is. i'm in a lot of pain right now. not physical. mental, emotional. i know i'm not the greatest guy in the world. really, i know that. maybe i'm just meant to be alone for the rest of my life. i fail to see why anyone would want to be with me anyway. i don't really do much, my mannerisms are fucked up. i don't talk enough, if i do, it's not about the right things. most of what i try to say comes out wrong anyway. i'm short. i have a receding hair line, i can't dance, i'm not good at anything really, i'm always worried about something, i am basically nothing.

i feel like a complete failure. once, just once, i wish things could turn out ok. it seems like everything i try to do just falls apart. why am i like this? what the hell did i do in some past life to deserve this one? i guess i really pissed somebody off because this sucks. i can't handle it. i don't know what to do with it. i'm not too sure if i really want it anymore.

i feel so tired all the time. i've been depressed for i don't know how long and now this on top of it. i can't afford where i am. i can't afford to leave. i'm probably going to lose my job because right now, i can't function.


the bravery- believe

The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do have time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for [x2]

There's a smell of stale feeling that's drinking from my skins
The drinking never stops because the drink absolves our sins
We sit and throw our roots into the floor
What are we waiting for [x2]

[chorus]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe

Something's always coming you can hear it in the ground
It swells into the air
With the rising
Rising sound
And never comes but shakes the boards and rattles all the doors
What are we waiting for [x2]

[chorus]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breath
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe

I am hiding from some beast
But the beast was always here
Watching without eyes
Because the beast is just my fear
That I am just nothing
Now its just what I've become
What am I waiting for
Its already done

Ohhhhhhh

[chorus]
So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breath
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe


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v8dreaming:
i feel this way because of the situation at hand. i wish i could tell you, but she will get pissed if i do.
Feb 26, 2009
graffiti_hunter:
Please know that you can always come home! I have 2 big couchs that you are welcome to use anytime!!! You are one hell of a guy and know that you have friends here in ATL! If you ever need to vent or just babble about what is on your mind just send me an email anytime!

I hope things get better!
Feb 26, 2009

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