it's messed up when you don't know what to believe.
on the one hand you see what you see. on the other there is still disbelief. that you don't want it to be true.
so you question. and through asking the questions, the answers are found even with out it being spoken. answers that you hoped were different than what you had thought. it's sad really.
i don't know what to think anymore.
shady people lurk about. like a darkness trying to extinguish light. it seems as though i am learning who those people are. good. i don't need anymore drama than i already have in my life.
se la vie
on the one hand you see what you see. on the other there is still disbelief. that you don't want it to be true.
so you question. and through asking the questions, the answers are found even with out it being spoken. answers that you hoped were different than what you had thought. it's sad really.
i don't know what to think anymore.
shady people lurk about. like a darkness trying to extinguish light. it seems as though i am learning who those people are. good. i don't need anymore drama than i already have in my life.
se la vie
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kelseybee:
Quit talking about SGATL 
donzell:
On Saturday night, the woman that was talking a lot about FSU. Well, her name was PJ. After y'all left, I decided to hang out with her and talk with her. She made passing reference to her boyfriend, who was out in Germany, but wanted to know if I was coming to root for FSU. I said that I would. My instincts were telling me that she loves the attention that she gets from all of the guys and that she craves it. Also, my instincts were telling me that she is a cock tease. That if I was to "pursue" her or show some non-drunkenness interest in her, she would not know what to do. And my instincts were correct. Granted, she was smokin" in her bikini top and blue jeans, but she was huggin' and kissin' on most of the locals. When she was alerted to my presence, she reaction was of shock. As the night progressed, she became more relaxed with the fact that I was there. Yet, she was checking her cell phone for text messages from her boyfriend, and gushed when she got one. Now, I know that I was a fool to stay there until 11:30 pm, but I did not look like a loser and dash out of there when the girl I was chasing had "rebuffed" me. So, I should listen to my instincts and let it go.