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Update: It is like 3 in the morning, I have downed the better half of a bottle of Captin' thinking it would help me forget what I want to forget, but it has only made it worse.



I start my new job on Monday, yay for me. I will have a steady income and will never be far from home. I am expecting to get my ass worked off though, about 50-60 hours per week, but that is all good.

I have been going through some manic/depressive swings again latley, if you didnt notice. I cut myself again today, but it just did not feel the same as it used to. It did not make me feel better. So now I have a bunch of razor blade cuts on my arm for nothing.

In other news, I may have just sold the Jeep I bought to replace my burned one. I just do not have the time to get it fixed up right now, and I am selling it to my buddy who does.

I have hair again, but I had to shave my face. Life is weird sometimes. I may shave my head again soon, because the more I look at my profile pic the more I like the way I looked in it. I really need to lose about 50lbs though, because I cant take my weight.

Oh well, have a good one all.