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Ok, so I really am 25 now.

There were a couple of things I wanted to do with my life by the time I reached 25, but I really didn't start thinking about them until about 2 years ago. And I have not gotten any closer to them, as a matter of fact, it seems now like I will never have them. At least not how I wanted.
But I guess there comes a time where I have to give up on my ideas that are not feasable. I have to move on, but it is so hard to let go of it all. I have based so many of my ideas of my future around these things that it almost seems impossable that I will be happy without getting to my goals.

Maybe I am just crazy and should be commited again. I don't know. But unless things change really soon, I only see me fighting with all I have to try and move on.


Thanks for all the birthday wishes. Love you all.


Oh yeah, this is my new ride if any of you didn't know I changed occupations.