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Nerves are going nuts. I have my last phone call to the trucking company tomorrow to finalize everything. The only issue was a careless driving ticket Sept 16 1999. Now my issue is that they only care about the past 5 years, and that is fucking not even a month short of 5 years now. So if they turn me down because of that, I think I will just hide in my room and cry for a week or two.

So I went to Bills house last night, we were going to take a trip to Wal-Mart so I could get shit for my trip. But instead our friend Meghan and one of her friends Allisa come over and want to hang out. So we sit around and drink alot of beer and play some cards. I start talking to Allisa, and I think we are hitting it off ok. Well at about 4AM Meghan goes home, but leaves Allisa cause she wanted so stay. Now we spent the next few hours talking and flirting, and she gives me her drivers license, and tells me it gives her a reason to find me again, so I am thinking I am doing pretty good at this point. Well we go outside to smoke at about 6AM and she asks if I would driver her home at around 7, I had no problem with that. She finishes her smoke before me and heads in, and I sit and finish mine and just chill for a few min. When I go in, she is in Bills room and all lights are out. Now I was pissed as fuck at Bill at first, but I never gave him any clue that I was interisted in her, so I can not be too pissed, but sometimes I hate that fucker!!!!!!! Why does he get all the girls, he treats them like shit!!! I am starting to think that is what girls want!!!!