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There are days I hate my life, I hate my family, and I hate myself.

I expected today to be one of those days because I knew it would spent with my dad, why loves to put me down for my failures.

But I had a good day with him. We talked all day, and I only remember one time where he said something negative about me.



I also got an offer from a trucking company today, to not only pay for my training, but to lend me the money to live off of while I am in training. I am seriously considering taking them up on this offer. I would have to start class the first week of September, which I can do. I have so much on my mind now, I think I am going into overload.




I want someone to be in love with me again, I miss the feeling of someone who cares about you more than they care about anything else.