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UPDATE: Bill offered my the basement back at his house, so I can fuckin move out of here! It is great, because half my shit is still at his house from when I lived there last time!
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So, today was the worst day of my life so far.

Was woke up becuase my mom was being a bitch and I was asked to help stop it. Now yesterday I got in her face and told her to stop being a fucking cunt, but I got a royal bitching from my dad for that one and was told not to stick my nose where it does not belong. So I had to stay out of it today and that killed me, because I could not help the one person I care about most. So what do I do, I take it out on that person. STUPID FUCKING ME!!!!!! So I get all upset at myself and start thinking about suicide again, so I get my gun and take a walk into the woods. I sober up after about 15 min of walking and realize how stupid I was and start crying uncontrolably. I dont get pissed off like a normal person, I always take it to the extreme, and for that I pay, as I will dearly this time. That person has not talked to me since.

So at 3:30 I decide to go put in applications at a bunch of places in my area, on the way I stop to see my friend Bill. I end up there until 5:30 because he was not ready and I lost track of time.

So I was supposed to look at a car also, so I stopped and looked at it, it is pretty nice, I might get it.

Anyway, I went to The Waterfront, a kind of upscale shopping area near me, to put in apps. I stopped at PacSun, but they were not hireing. I went to Dicks sporting goods, PetCo, Best Buy, and Lowes hardware and put in my application at all those places. Lowes had a hour long test to apply. Best Buy's application was a book. PetCo wanted to know about all my experiance with different pets, which was alot. Dicks was the only place I was in and out of.

Bill works at Dave and Busters in the Waterfront, so I put in my application there too. I met the manager, and he was a really cool guy, he talked about what I should wear to the interview and not wear (labret). So he gets 25% off his food and drinks, so we eat dinner there and have a few drinks, and that drings me to now.

So 5 hours to put my application in at 5 places and eat. What a fucking night.