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Ok, so I am having a self-worth crisis. I see all these people around me happy and in love and I am alone and worthless. My brother and sister-in-law are moving soon and that makes it even worse, cause I will be alone alot more, and that is killing me. I actualy had an extremly hard time getting to sleep last night beacuse i was so upset about all of this.

I was also shot down by at least 4 girls last night and I went way way below my standards on the last one just to see what I was doing wrong. But the first one was awsome, we talked for an hour and a half, and she was supposed to be working. She is a shot girl at a club called H2O. We shared so much in common it was fuckin nuts, and she was so hot! She loves to go off-roading in her jeep and so when she was getting off work at the end of our talk I asked her if I could call her sometime to go off roading, and her answer was just "Um, no."