Why do I act the way I do? Why do I flip out? I have been diagnosed with a "impulse control disorder". Meaning that when i get an idea in my head, I act on it before I can stop myself. I can know I am doing something wrong or stupid, I can even tell myself to stop, but I cant.
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I really hate myself and my life.
peggy:
guess you weren't feeling better
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 9:07PM]
[Edited on Mar 26, 2004 9:07PM]
I have a usless engagement ring and a 3 carat diamond tennis braclet. What should i do with them?
peggy:
we are sorry we didn't hang out with you like we said we would. its really not something to get so mad over though
Ok, so I almost have all the work done on all of my familys cars. I got my dads truck running today, lust little shit left now. And his car has new exhaust and is ready to be inspected. So now it is back to my own shit. I need to work on my jeep again. Having front end problems again.
Also my friend bill's...
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aliceinmyhead:
I would never skip you! Sometimes Im just slow! How is your snake doing? Is his head any better? 
aliceinmyhead:
Im usually fast, but tonight Im not feeling my greatest so Im a bit slow...
Sometimes I wonder where I fit in.
Why cant I find happiness?
Why cant I find someone to love me?
Where is my life headded?
Ok, well not that i have that out of the way, I am feeling kind of depressed today. I have to make a decision soon, if i will take a job that moves me to Maryland, or if i join...
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Why cant I find happiness?
Why cant I find someone to love me?
Where is my life headded?
Ok, well not that i have that out of the way, I am feeling kind of depressed today. I have to make a decision soon, if i will take a job that moves me to Maryland, or if i join...
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mnislahi:
OMG you should soo take that snake! ..but now you would have 3.. you should start a collection of snakes!!! 
Hey cheer up! you are a cool guy!
Hey cheer up! you are a cool guy!
lenorabell:
im poorly i had some dodgy mushrooms yesterday and now i cant eat anything! i wanna get with dan, he knows how i feel but i dont know how he feels! ive tried to ask him but its all abit dodgy seen as i kissed his best mate a few weeks ago and he's still obsessed with me 
*ellie*
i had some dodgy mushrooms yesterday and now i cant eat anything! i wanna get with dan, he knows how i feel but i dont know how he feels! ive tried to ask him but its all abit dodgy seen as i kissed his best mate a few weeks ago and he's still obsessed with me
*ellie*
Well my snake should be all good. The sore on his head will go away with time as long as I take care of it. I have lots of creams to put on it, which he does not like.
Just got back from Primanti's, most of you have no idea what that is, but it is a local icon. A restraunt with a bar, nothing...
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Just got back from Primanti's, most of you have no idea what that is, but it is a local icon. A restraunt with a bar, nothing...
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adeline:
I'm not sure what the costs will be for Ohio, you can find details on PunkNiteMike's journal. I didn't get to go bowling..I wonder if anyone even did.
mnislahi:
Whoaaaaa!! awesome snakes!! YOu should soooo name the other one!! im not in the military.. im just here for fun.. no wait.. not fun.. work! *sigh* hehe nah its all good. i like it here 
awesome snakes!! YOu should soooo name the other one!! im not in the military.. im just here for fun.. no wait.. not fun.. work! *sigh* hehe nah its all good. i like it here Well today is going to be a very active day. I went to my first therapy appt. and got my meds trippeled. Now i have to get my snake to the vet now. See how bad this sore is on his head and check on his scales. I also want to take my bike out for a ride, since it is kind of nice out....
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schreck876:
Oh yeah....I should be gettin in the strip. A few places are hiring and the dude I am getting taught by is trying to hook me up.....WOOOO HOOOOO.
xhavokx:
i live a pretty boring life too.. but sometimes i really enjoy it.
how you apts go well
how you apts go well
I love your pants around your feet
I love the dirt on your knees
I love the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite new disease
I love the places that we go
I love the people that you know
I love the way you can't say no
To many long nights in a row
I love...
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I love the dirt on your knees
I love the way you still say please
While you're looking up at me
You're like my favourite new disease
I love the places that we go
I love the people that you know
I love the way you can't say no
To many long nights in a row
I love...
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pr0ject605:
Update update update? That sounds like a bunch of work to me... and a bunch of crap too! I'm lazy, I don't wanna have to do all that! I should just update once in a while and have people be happy with that...
Damn stinky updates...
And what do I get out of it?
Damn stinky updates...
And what do I get out of it?
a_faust:
i think you can definately love someone so much that you begin to despise them... alot of relationship are very love/hate... it just sometimes happens when you devote so much love to one things that you begin to question your love...
me love nickle back song in journal!!!
me love nickle back song in journal!!!
Sorry i had to go away for a bit, I found out my parents have been coming in my room and using my computer and looking through all my presonal shit and SG was my homepage so they saw my account and got pissed because of all my problems. They took the name literaly. But i got that situation under control now, i hope.
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lenorabell:
its weird how some peoples parents are bothered about suicide girls....i had my msn name as 'i wanna be a suicide girl' for ages and my mum saw it...she just sed 'whats one of those?' so i told her and she was fine about it
i dunno, its not like im doing anything wrong!
quad bikes rule...i love gettin muddy
*ellie*
i dunno, its not like im doing anything wrong!
quad bikes rule...i love gettin muddy
*ellie*
trilobyte:
Sorry to hear of the family drama...
I don't know if it's the best day of the year or not... it's a good one though, that much I can tell you hehe.
Rents vary by neighborhood and what you're looking at. You could check www.craigslist.org to get a ballpark idea, A friend of mine just got a nice little 1 bedroom place with off street parking in Venice, she's a mile from the ocean/beach, and she's paying $850.
:::whoosh:::
I don't know if it's the best day of the year or not... it's a good one though, that much I can tell you hehe.
Rents vary by neighborhood and what you're looking at. You could check www.craigslist.org to get a ballpark idea, A friend of mine just got a nice little 1 bedroom place with off street parking in Venice, she's a mile from the ocean/beach, and she's paying $850.
:::whoosh:::
Well i have nothing much to talk about. I suck. I need someone to take good pics of me for SuicideBoys...anyone want to help me?
I am dying to take my motorcycle out. Weather sucks. I think i want to move with Avalon to Vegas, the weather would be so much better for me out there. Not to mention getting away from some of my...
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I am dying to take my motorcycle out. Weather sucks. I think i want to move with Avalon to Vegas, the weather would be so much better for me out there. Not to mention getting away from some of my...
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tank_ex_mortis:
Yeah, I take adderol. It doesn't help me enough though...
schreck876:
Thanks for the ride home tonight. I really appreciate it.
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xhavokx:
i am not really sure if it's good or bad... i will update when i get out of this hell hole that they call work.
peggy:
Thought you'd want to see this...
Woke up at like 10 today and drove an hour to a junk yard to get the parts I need for my jeep. It was a you pull it yard so i had to take all my tools and shit, got the piece i needed by laying in the mud under a truck held up by a wheel, thats safety for ya. Got home to...
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peggy:
Why did you say that??
impysh78:
You can do it.( The future thing.)
No...I won't get up. I love sleep so much. No really, I've been awake for awhile now. Just haven't updated. Have fun getting pierced.
No...I won't get up. I love sleep so much. No really, I've been awake for awhile now. Just haven't updated. Have fun getting pierced.
go check out my new profile pic...isnt it perty?
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