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Unfortunately I'm not really going to be able to afford to keep my Suicidegirls account open with the changes that have been forced upon me in my life recently. It sucks, but so does life.

It's been real kids.
- John
visualaggression@hotmail.com
www.designmods.com

Its weird; we constantly strive to annihilate that which means most to us and when I say we of course I mean I. My mind constantly questions and second guesses peoples motivations, attempting to crack their code and decipher their reasoning.

Its like I move without deliberation, propelled by my own non malicious curiosity to what I might find. My best logic tells me not...
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I think dating is silly, because its momentarily letting your guard down just at the hope that someone will penetrate your armor and actually do more good then bad. Besides that you never know exactly how it went. You can sit and labor under the delusion that it might have been a bit more then you expected. You can make yourself believe that it was...
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I'm finally getting myself in order and it's feeling pretty good.

I'm going to start doing some comic style illustrations of a couple of assorted suicide girls.

Later.

- John

Some how my avatar changed back without me doing it? Damn. I hope the photo before didn't bother anyone. Someone could of just told me and I'd fix it.

Anyways I'm going to be moving across the country for art school and a new job.

And I'm lacking funds so I may need to "unsubscribe" from suicide girls along with liberating myself from the shackles...
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I took some wonderful photos today. My new avatar is a sample from one...and don't worry. That isn't blood.

Night everyone.

"He who loves 50 people has 50 woes; he who loves no one has no woes."

- Buddha

"You want some art? Come and get it."

- Henry Rollins

"I like boring things."

- Andy Warhol

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I like quotes for some reason. A good quote almost seems like some sort of puzzle to pull apart in an attempt to divulge its meaning...that and it...
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I slept until 2pm today.

I need more sleep.

Time to turn off the cell phone and sleep until Friday.

I'm going to go draw a bit and then take a shower.

X-men ruled hard. I'm almost tempted to call in and see it again. Damn hmmm... I'll give it some thought.

Okay I'm out the door and off to see the new X-men movie, but I figured I'd throw this out there and see if anyone bites.

Anyone who might like to be doodled, painted, drawn or whatever can feel free to e-mail me a photo at visualaggression@hotmail.com. I figure this way some individuals who might want to see themselves doodled out can have that happen...
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I tend to draw myself quite a bit. Not because I have an inflated ego or anything... (far from it...) but I just have a lack of anyone else to draw. Sometimes I'll do the whole sitting in a coffee shop and quitely doodle out people just to get a better handle on life drawing but it would be nice to have more people to...
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I think I need to make a friend. I don't believe it's good for me to always keep things to myself.

Anyways...

It's time to go watch a movie and draw until dawn.

Goodnight.