so i just got back from my contemplative weekend. did alot of drinking, thinking, and writing. 
the trippy part was that in the okanagan valley, there are some serious forest fires burning. the worst in 50 years, and it got me thinking. seems to me that's a natural occurence in the forests ecosystem. maybe not as severe, but still necessary. and as i watched the...
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the trippy part was that in the okanagan valley, there are some serious forest fires burning. the worst in 50 years, and it got me thinking. seems to me that's a natural occurence in the forests ecosystem. maybe not as severe, but still necessary. and as i watched the...
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got some shit in my head again, it's working overtime.
so i'm going up to the okanagan for the long weekend to think things over. re-evaluate a few things.
i'm gonna basically clean out the closet and get rid of a bunch of shit(people) that aren't really helping me.
gawddamn, she says the stupidest shit at the stupidest moments.
pt. 2
'you call my name...
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so i'm going up to the okanagan for the long weekend to think things over. re-evaluate a few things.
i'm gonna basically clean out the closet and get rid of a bunch of shit(people) that aren't really helping me.
gawddamn, she says the stupidest shit at the stupidest moments.
pt. 2
'you call my name...
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miss_magenta:
"when it's us vs. them.... you can always count on me!"
take care dear. *hugs*
take care dear. *hugs*
syberea:
oh dear, sounds like lady troubles. those arent any fun at all.
i got your email, i am going to write you back i havnt got around to it yet though. soon, soon.i hope the trip is fruitful.
i got your email, i am going to write you back i havnt got around to it yet though. soon, soon.i hope the trip is fruitful.
shit fuck satan death sex drugs rape.
these are the 7 words my parents hate.
these are the 7 words my parents hate.
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jaidee:
???
jaidee:
you should IM me instead of this sillyness.
[Edited on Jul 30, 2003]
[Edited on Jul 30, 2003]
from the way that you acted, to the way that i felt it, it wasn't worth my time.
and now it's sad cause all i missed wasn't that good to begin with.
now i've started you begging, saying things that you don't mean. it isn't worth my time.
a line's a dime a million times and i'm about to see all of them.
and now it's sad cause all i missed wasn't that good to begin with.
now i've started you begging, saying things that you don't mean. it isn't worth my time.
a line's a dime a million times and i'm about to see all of them.
as we trudged along through the mud, and we tried to call it home, we weren't alright. not at all. not for one second.
never have been one to write it down. now i think i can. i know i'm stronger now.
who's looking south?
not me, i'm not looking back.
i'm done denying the truth to anyone. cause i'm alive.
you showed me how....
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never have been one to write it down. now i think i can. i know i'm stronger now.
who's looking south?
not me, i'm not looking back.
i'm done denying the truth to anyone. cause i'm alive.
you showed me how....
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syberea:
thats some amazing writing is it yours?
you are inspiring me to write interesting things in my journal. hmmm..perhaps that is what i will do right now.
you are inspiring me to write interesting things in my journal. hmmm..perhaps that is what i will do right now.
syberea:
aww shucks those are sweet words. hope your weekend was just swell, mine was kinda odd.
i was ripping through that field like a bird on fire. straight through my veins and into the tires of the car i was driving, at 90 miles an hour.
we were drunk. drunk and driving.
we were drunk. drunk and driving.
syberea:
i never knew the west coast was so apparent in the blood, but ya, i can see that in you too.
i'm not going to be insulted anymore when someone tells me, 'you don't belong with me, you should be with someone else'.
it is entirely possible to be completely into someone, but not "feel it" anymore.
i look at her and think, 'shit, there she goes.'
so, howcome i'm never content when she's actually here?
picky? maybe.
holding out? probably.
betting on the farm? gawddamn...
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it is entirely possible to be completely into someone, but not "feel it" anymore.
i look at her and think, 'shit, there she goes.'
so, howcome i'm never content when she's actually here?
picky? maybe.
holding out? probably.
betting on the farm? gawddamn...
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creepyvalentine:
thanks - i'll tell her
maaaaaan, i hafta go to work today and it's such a beautiful day.
from my apartment i can see the ocean and it looks so invitingly calm. this would be the perfect day to take the boat out to the island for a wakeboard sesh.
as i sit here, drinking coffee, i weigh my options.
go make money so i can live the lifestyle i...
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from my apartment i can see the ocean and it looks so invitingly calm. this would be the perfect day to take the boat out to the island for a wakeboard sesh.
as i sit here, drinking coffee, i weigh my options.
go make money so i can live the lifestyle i...
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miss_magenta:
i saw your username on the hookups page and i had to come here. are you a sick of it all fan as well? 
have a great day.
have a great day.
miss_magenta:
yes... that album is one of my favorites as well. i went to the recording of it. 
such an amazing show.
have a great time at that show tonight.
such an amazing show.
have a great time at that show tonight.
mmmmmm cheez whiz on toast. love it. maybe even throw a little jam on it if i'm feeling frisky.
i have a friend. she lives in australia. but wait, that's not the wierd part.
she fuckin HATES and is repulsed by the thought of putting cheez on toast.. "mate" she says, "if you don't get your gawddamn cheez whiz outa 'ere. i'm onna feckin herl."...
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i have a friend. she lives in australia. but wait, that's not the wierd part.
she fuckin HATES and is repulsed by the thought of putting cheez on toast.. "mate" she says, "if you don't get your gawddamn cheez whiz outa 'ere. i'm onna feckin herl."...
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opahl:
I think you're both gross! 
It's my belief that the only things that belongs on toast are butter and egg yolks.
It's my belief that the only things that belongs on toast are butter and egg yolks.
ohhhh, me so lonely. both my "friends" are no longer members.
what does that make me? my momma always said, 'sweetie, you're judged by the company you keep'
oh well, the sun is out in all his glory today. gonna head to spanish banks for a skim sesh.
n/p - sneaker pimps - 6 underground
what does that make me? my momma always said, 'sweetie, you're judged by the company you keep'
oh well, the sun is out in all his glory today. gonna head to spanish banks for a skim sesh.
n/p - sneaker pimps - 6 underground
optic16241:
from victoria!
-you're perfect, yes it's true. but without me you're only you.-
much better now.
my what a little fresh air, a deep breath, and a stiff drink will do for you.
n/p - in flames - trigger
much better now.
my what a little fresh air, a deep breath, and a stiff drink will do for you.
n/p - in flames - trigger
-you're perfect, yes it's true. but without me you're only you.-
what is it with people? i can see right through you. and what i see on the other side isn't pretty. all your lies will catch up with you. dummy.
what is it with people? i can see right through you. and what i see on the other side isn't pretty. all your lies will catch up with you. dummy.