Okay, weird out time here. Oh hello! 
Hehe. Sorry, again I've been gone. I know. I'm a horrible individual.
Okay, weird out time!
So... I've had this eerie feeling of being... watched? followed? or... guided today.
I've been just freaking out. I mean... yah. I'm just over 6 feet tall and a healthy 275lbs. I've been getting into and out of doors, cars, houses and anything else 'safe' like a scared little girl. 
It all sort of came to this evening when I was going down to the car park to pick some stuff out of my rental (still haven't gotten my truck back... Grrr...). I was walking down the steps and my back foot tripped up, as I was stepping with my front. I should've tumbled down and it almost felt as if I were when I stopped and caught my balance. But... I know it wasn't me, or my natural inner-ear saying to balance. Something, or someone had grabbed my arm and pulled my upper body back enough for the second and change it took my front foot to land solidly and my natural balance to take over. 
So I look around and start to say, 'thanks friend', to whoever that was but... no one. No trace of anyone there but a cold breeze and a chill on my neck. I freaked, turned pale, and put my back to the wall for about four minutes in the middle of the stairwell. I have a red mark on my upper arm, and I'm still slightly shakey (photos if ya want them...). I have every light in my flat on and the TV's all going. I don't know what to make of that... but if you'll reference my earlier posts, this feeling isn't out of the ordinary for me, but it's turned very different today.
If anyone has an explanation, please offer it up. Else I'm gonna be a little girly-man for a week. I know, I know, it's something logical right? But, I don't know. I just think it's... I don't know. Okay... well that's my events for today. Hi.
That aside, I hope everyone of you had an awesome weekend and I wish you all a great week to come.
Hehe. Sorry, again I've been gone. I know. I'm a horrible individual.Okay, weird out time!
So... I've had this eerie feeling of being... watched? followed? or... guided today.
I've been just freaking out. I mean... yah. I'm just over 6 feet tall and a healthy 275lbs. I've been getting into and out of doors, cars, houses and anything else 'safe' like a scared little girl. It all sort of came to this evening when I was going down to the car park to pick some stuff out of my rental (still haven't gotten my truck back... Grrr...). I was walking down the steps and my back foot tripped up, as I was stepping with my front. I should've tumbled down and it almost felt as if I were when I stopped and caught my balance. But... I know it wasn't me, or my natural inner-ear saying to balance. Something, or someone had grabbed my arm and pulled my upper body back enough for the second and change it took my front foot to land solidly and my natural balance to take over. So I look around and start to say, 'thanks friend', to whoever that was but... no one. No trace of anyone there but a cold breeze and a chill on my neck. I freaked, turned pale, and put my back to the wall for about four minutes in the middle of the stairwell. I have a red mark on my upper arm, and I'm still slightly shakey (photos if ya want them...). I have every light in my flat on and the TV's all going. I don't know what to make of that... but if you'll reference my earlier posts, this feeling isn't out of the ordinary for me, but it's turned very different today.If anyone has an explanation, please offer it up. Else I'm gonna be a little girly-man for a week. I know, I know, it's something logical right? But, I don't know. I just think it's... I don't know. Okay... well that's my events for today. Hi.
That aside, I hope everyone of you had an awesome weekend and I wish you all a great week to come.
Thankyou for your kind words and your continued support.
Oh, and you are most certainly not a horrible individual.