So it's Wednesday huh? Wow. This week won't go fast enough. I want Friday to arrive so bad. I have this girl see? And she's way cool. She makes me happy, I seem to do the same to her. We're going to San Diego this weekend. That shocked the hell outta me. She told me to surprise her and I'm doing just that. I'm good at it that's for sure. 
We'll be down there Friday even to Sunday afternoon. I found some cool shows to see, some great place to eat I know of. It'll be fun I hope. If anything we're going down as friends. I wouldn't mind more though. She's really great. Anyway, I'll update on that when I can. Who knows with my new Sidekick I can do it while she's in the washroom showering. Hehe. Na, I'm not that bad. Phones off I think!
I'm listening right now to The Killers. Just a select few and thinking that right now, this moment, some of this relaetes to me well. Also, I'm listening to Emaneht. ('The Name' spelt backwards...not that other dude). They rock. Chick fronted band mixing popish rock with indie rock with emo maybe? I like 'em cause they fit my life well right now. Lots of stuff does because things are very confusing. Hell all I know is that I'm a little different. Breaking up with my last g/f a few months back really changed shit. I'm no longer being a different person for different people and I've sac'ed up a little. I'm on the trip called if you hate me, you'll be hating me for who I really am. I'd rather know you hate me for that reason. So fuck it! It's making girls easier. I have more confidence and that makes me feel good too. I am still shy, and nervous at first but... I'll hide that part well. Hehe.
I have one more thing that is confusing me though... I'm VERY respectful. Like, I'll be able to spoon with someone, fall asleep and hold them all night, and that person could want me till dawn and I'd never touch them cause I don't know if it's okay. I don't want to take the risk. Maybe fear of rejection? Who knows. But, unless you say or strongly hint at things I'm clueless.I don't do good at guessing or hints. Any thoughts on that? Maybe suggestions on how to pick stuff up like that? Also, is eage and excited a bad thing?! I am so very happy to be spending time with the aforementioned female but, I don't wanna seem so eager and excited that I end up pushing the wrong way... Please, discuss. If you've read this much anyway, please discuss. LOL.
BTW, check out my pics. I'm now officially sporting the SG star logo sticker on my truck. If you see a black, 2002 Toyota Tundra with a geeky plate DSV4600 (tell me what that is! I dare you) that'll be me. I'll be coming to a neighborhood near you soon.
In closing! Hehe. Go buy Emaneht's CD's, get yourselves a Sidekick and send money to Deathkisses Laptop Fund. Hehe. See you all around. I'll try to blog again before I take off Friday and send some photos up while I'm out.
We'll be down there Friday even to Sunday afternoon. I found some cool shows to see, some great place to eat I know of. It'll be fun I hope. If anything we're going down as friends. I wouldn't mind more though. She's really great. Anyway, I'll update on that when I can. Who knows with my new Sidekick I can do it while she's in the washroom showering. Hehe. Na, I'm not that bad. Phones off I think!I'm listening right now to The Killers. Just a select few and thinking that right now, this moment, some of this relaetes to me well. Also, I'm listening to Emaneht. ('The Name' spelt backwards...not that other dude). They rock. Chick fronted band mixing popish rock with indie rock with emo maybe? I like 'em cause they fit my life well right now. Lots of stuff does because things are very confusing. Hell all I know is that I'm a little different. Breaking up with my last g/f a few months back really changed shit. I'm no longer being a different person for different people and I've sac'ed up a little. I'm on the trip called if you hate me, you'll be hating me for who I really am. I'd rather know you hate me for that reason. So fuck it! It's making girls easier. I have more confidence and that makes me feel good too. I am still shy, and nervous at first but... I'll hide that part well. Hehe.
I have one more thing that is confusing me though... I'm VERY respectful. Like, I'll be able to spoon with someone, fall asleep and hold them all night, and that person could want me till dawn and I'd never touch them cause I don't know if it's okay. I don't want to take the risk. Maybe fear of rejection? Who knows. But, unless you say or strongly hint at things I'm clueless.I don't do good at guessing or hints. Any thoughts on that? Maybe suggestions on how to pick stuff up like that? Also, is eage and excited a bad thing?! I am so very happy to be spending time with the aforementioned female but, I don't wanna seem so eager and excited that I end up pushing the wrong way... Please, discuss. If you've read this much anyway, please discuss. LOL.
BTW, check out my pics. I'm now officially sporting the SG star logo sticker on my truck. If you see a black, 2002 Toyota Tundra with a geeky plate DSV4600 (tell me what that is!
I dare you) that'll be me. I'll be coming to a neighborhood near you soon.In closing! Hehe. Go buy Emaneht's CD's, get yourselves a Sidekick and send money to Deathkisses Laptop Fund. Hehe. See you all around. I'll try to blog again before I take off Friday and send some photos up while I'm out.
Good luck with the lady, brother. If you're seriously unsure of what the vibe is, I guess you could always just ask. But I'm sort of getting the impression just from what you've mentioned that you probably don't have too much to worry about. Failing that, if you're spooning, and you get a little extra bloodflow to the nether regions, I guess you could try rubbing it up against her and see how she reacts. Now that I've typed that, it sounds like it might be a little crazy, and I think, gives away how random my thought processes are, but hell man, I say give it a go.