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NOTICE TO PAY OR QUIT: well, it looks like i have a week to get the fuck out. i dont know where i'm going. i dont know where i'll be. with any luck i'll still be online somehow. fuck. that's about it. fuck.

well, it seems i still have internet for now. they've started calling me to ask for their money. hm. so have the credit card companies. i wonder when the landlord will start calling. birthday was cool. went and worked a little, came home and did nothing, hung out w/ fallenicarus and another friend for a while, then mostly did nothing. *waits for modem to stop...
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today i tried the only family member i thought might care enough to help me. i was wrong. i can't do this anymore. i really can't. know what i want for my birthday? an eviction notice. this will be the best year ever. i think my internet is gone tomorrow.so, um, yup that's it. thanks for having me on the show, chuck. thanks for being...
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Hey, can you hear me?
I'm calling your name
Hello; or is this goodbye?

That gleam in your eyes
It troubles my brain
Will I see it again?

So I can rest my head

Angel; dancing away
As all of my thoughts
Get rearranged

Angel; turning away
Just when things
Seemed to have changed

So I can rest my head

Hey, can you hear me?...
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well, this is it. rent is due today. and the credit card i need to use to pay it? declined. yes, that's right. declined. i guess i will not be paying rent this month. and the companies have started calling for their money. it's over. i lose. this is me fucked.

Why I am stressed to the edge of capacity and none too pleased with life:

1. Rent is due in a couple days. That's a lot of fucking money that I just don't have for what NEEDS to be paid.

2. Bills are piling up more and more. Some of them are becoming quite overdue. Yet again, this is a lot of fucking money that...
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still sick. joy.

fa fa fa.

guess i'll go eat worms.

i think i'm sick. like, really fucking sick. i can't breathe. i haven't been able to for days now. this really sucks. why must my tea taste like oatmeal? what goes on here? i think i'm getting feverish. FUUUUUUUUUUCK THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS!

today, i applied at a cardboard box factory. that's right. a cardboard box factory. i wonder if springfield elementary tours here often.