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I feel like creating something. It's been so long since I've indulged in painting, writing, composing or anything of the like. Well, I was never any good at painting or composing but I tried. I may not have been any good on piano (the lack of any lessons really helps here!) but I've always had a great time just tinkering around with it, figuring out the notes to a favorite song or making up my own. I miss theatre, video, and tv.

I've been so long in persuit of a life that would provide me with all the shiny things I'd need to be able to fund my interest in the arts that I've completely forgotten my love for all things artistic. I almost put myself into one of the dullest careers in existance in the hopes of making enough of an income to support myself and anyone I should love enough to want to provide for.

I'm at quite a crossroads in my life at the moment. Should I seek out all the money in the world or live a life of poverty doing what I enjoy. As a capricorn, I was sure this decision would come about sometime. What good is an interest in art if I have no money to enjoy the art?

I know I am no artist myself, in fact I have never created anything worth sharing. But I love it none the less.

On a less dramatic note, my friends Steve and Jessica had their baby yesterday. A lovely little boy named Andrew. I'll have to go buy a gift for the baby sometime this week.

Speaking of gifts, Dougs birthday is coming up! There's so many things I'd like to buy him but I really can't afford to at the moment. I'd really like to get him the fedora he's been asking for but I dont know what size his head is, nor do I have the funds for it at the moment. I do wish I had the money to spoil all the people I care for with splendid little gifts all the time. He really likes transformers too but I don't know which ones are good or which ones he already has. Oh decisions, decisions!

I apologize for any typos. My V and C button on this keyboard don't work all of the time.