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I've been doing a lot of thinking lately and I'm not sure what to do about certain things. I'm confused and worried. Constantly second guessing myself. Am I making the right choices? What will be best for me in the future? What will ultimately make me happy? Am I over thinking things? Am I perceiving things differently than I should be? I just don't know, and I'm not sure if more thinking will make it any better.

On a different, but also frustrating note: my family really wants me to start dating one of my ex's again. My family loves him to pieces. They figure he cares for me enough to ome back to me (he moved to another province shortly after I broke up with him). Right now he has a girlfriend but I'm sure the two of them will be breaking up soon - as in this weekend. I'm not sure if he'd get back together with me if I were to ask. My family would be ecstatic though. But the thing is, I broke up with him because things weren't working. He was too casual and informal about seeing me whereas I wanted a more formal courtship. As well, I didn't ever care for him as much as he cared for me. But then again, it's better to be the one who loves less. But I'm usually not that lucky.


EDITED to add: I do NOT plan to get back together with the ex, never have planned on it, never will plan on it. Did not mean to imply that by my post.