last night i gessoed over almost all of my old paintings. they reminded me of things in my life that i no longer wanted to be reminded of. it was actually quite freeing. and i don't regret it.
now i have all these empty canvases. i'm going to put some of the psw girls on some of them. i did one of Caducus the other...
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now i have all these empty canvases. i'm going to put some of the psw girls on some of them. i did one of Caducus the other...
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do you ever feel like the only thing you are good for is sex? i know i set myself up for it a lot. and i can handle it. i just wish i didn't do it to myself so much.
sometimes i think i should just shut myself off completely. maybe i should stop trying to make friends, have relationships, and even get sex. that...
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sometimes i think i should just shut myself off completely. maybe i should stop trying to make friends, have relationships, and even get sex. that...
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synngardenn:
Dear Kittie
(A poem for you from Me)
Somber girl
I see your pain reflected like a mirror
from my heart to yours and back.
I am not you but we share tears and pain.
Tears well, I do not pity, but sympathize.
I wish I could surround you in a warm bubble of strength and happiness.
A bubble you could find shelter in on your dark days.
I know I cannot.
Please accept this hand connected to the wrist connected to the arm connected to the shoulder, that you can use anytime to cry on.
A friend
(A poem for you from Me)
Somber girl
I see your pain reflected like a mirror
from my heart to yours and back.
I am not you but we share tears and pain.
Tears well, I do not pity, but sympathize.
I wish I could surround you in a warm bubble of strength and happiness.
A bubble you could find shelter in on your dark days.
I know I cannot.
Please accept this hand connected to the wrist connected to the arm connected to the shoulder, that you can use anytime to cry on.
A friend
synngardenn:
Dear Kittie
(A poem for you from Me)
Somber girl
I see your pain reflected like a mirror
from my heart to yours and back.
I am not you but we share tears and pain.
Tears well, I do not pity, but sympathize.
I wish I could surround you in a warm bubble of strength and happiness.
A bubble you could find shelter in on your dark days.
I know I cannot.
Please accept this hand connected to the wrist connected to the arm connected to the shoulder, that you can use anytime to cry on.
A friend
(A poem for you from Me)
Somber girl
I see your pain reflected like a mirror
from my heart to yours and back.
I am not you but we share tears and pain.
Tears well, I do not pity, but sympathize.
I wish I could surround you in a warm bubble of strength and happiness.
A bubble you could find shelter in on your dark days.
I know I cannot.
Please accept this hand connected to the wrist connected to the arm connected to the shoulder, that you can use anytime to cry on.
A friend
blah
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iggy_koopa:
im sorry 
gilby:
Awww, hope you feel better soon.
i hate how this mood can sneak up on me. i am fine then suddenly, so low. i've spent too many years blaming other people for things. blaming them for my moods, my depression. sometimes i wish i was more self-destructive. i wish i could numb myself with substances, but i feel too much guilt with that. and i am too much of a coward...
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ichipulti:
wow it is like you have read me like a book, I feelthat same emptyness and numbness only i tend to be sitting her and tears start rolling down my cheeks for no apparent reason.
Chin up girly perhaps together we can figure something out
Chin up girly perhaps together we can figure something out
erastella:
Aw, thanks girl.
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fyrestarter:
I wear glasses.
I used to have a cat that brought me dead things all the time. Thanks kitty-cat, but no thanks!
[Edited on Oct 16, 2005 9:40PM]
I used to have a cat that brought me dead things all the time. Thanks kitty-cat, but no thanks!
[Edited on Oct 16, 2005 9:40PM]
lior:
I wear glasses and Im a brat and made the place I got them do a special order for me so I could get the ones I wanted in last seasons colour 
I want a chicken sandwich
I want a chicken sandwich
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presence:
loves to see you smile 
loves to see you smile 
apparently, i am a bad influence. hehe, i can live with that. 
the fire alarm went off for an HOUR today at work. when one place in the building sets off the alarm, the whole damn plaza has to listen to what sounds like an alarm clock until the fire department comes to turn it off. fucking starbucks, its always them. fortunately one of the...
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the fire alarm went off for an HOUR today at work. when one place in the building sets off the alarm, the whole damn plaza has to listen to what sounds like an alarm clock until the fire department comes to turn it off. fucking starbucks, its always them.
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malinko:
Wow the eye makeup looks super rad!
streetmuse:
I wish you could come hang out, too
fucking....arrrrrrg!
today in class, we had to form groups to do these little riddles. and i don't really talk to anyone in the class....sooooo, i was kinda looking around and mr. cute-but-illegal did the cutest fucking thing ever. he looked over, pointed at me, and gave me the one fingered "come here" motion. ARRRRRG! and of course, i smiled like a moron, and probably blushed....
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today in class, we had to form groups to do these little riddles. and i don't really talk to anyone in the class....sooooo, i was kinda looking around and mr. cute-but-illegal did the cutest fucking thing ever. he looked over, pointed at me, and gave me the one fingered "come here" motion. ARRRRRG! and of course, i smiled like a moron, and probably blushed....
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futt3rm31n390:
yowza!
giggles:
first word......sshhhhhh cause my little chihuahuah is barking her head off
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empathy_girl:
None more black...
sorry couldn't resist the Spinal Tap reference
sorry couldn't resist the Spinal Tap reference
synngardenn:
Purple
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crayne:
I'm sorry you feel that way, sweetie.
I've just spent 4 days with my son and my ex-wife in Disneyland Paris, so I think I know what that feels like... *sigh*
I've just spent 4 days with my son and my ex-wife in Disneyland Paris, so I think I know what that feels like... *sigh*
presence:
You better watch out yourself.
Bleh..almost time for work. Can you come and pick me up and tell my boss your taking me away.
Bleh..almost time for work. Can you come and pick me up and tell my boss your taking me away.
One of my favorite characters in Batman was Catwoman. There was always great sexual tension between her and Batman. Too bad the Hale Berry movie sucked.