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I want to do another vlog. gimme questions.

I am a ruiner.

I've burned so many bridges and continue to do so. I push and push and push until people can't stand me anymore. No wonder I don't have any fucking friends.

I hate myself. My life. My job. My personality. My anxiety. My compulsions. Everything.

I know it'll pass. I know I'll feel better eventually. It's just so sad. So disappointing. Heartbreaking....
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I was going to leave the vlog up for a while but...I'm just bursting at the seams. This fella has me completely, utterly, totally smitten. Those eyes, that voice, the expressions that he makes, his adorable and quirky personality.... He keeps me up late at night, smiling and giggling and blushing. Ugh, I can't wait to see him again. Only a few more days until...
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Nothing like getting drunk with your high school sweetheart. So strange. Happy birthday Jessica.

Can't you see
You can't break me
I'm not the same as I used to be
I've overcome the misery
And I will be the person that I want to be

And somewhere out there
Lies a person who is stronger than this world
I'm not suffering,
I'm not helpless,
And I'm not your little girl
So listen if you can
And try and understand...
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Sometimes I out-crazy myself. Like if there were crazy Olympics, I'd bring home the gold.

i hate hate hate my hair right now.
i feel hideous.

Mission accomplished ♥

Mission accomplished ♥

Run
Running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me
I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
I'm so sorry that I'm falling
Help me up lets keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running
As fast as we can
I really hope you make it
Do...
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