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Thursday Nov 05, 2009

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You're livin' your life without a care in the world
That's the way it should be
What's life like in a candy swirl
What's life like to me


Man. I feel so much better today. Maybe because I don't have a paper looming over me right now, maybe because I relieved a lot of *ahem* tension yesterday as is evidenced by my previous blog. Either way, I feel sunny and good and happy right now.

I think I may be able to swing decent grades for the semester after all. I had been thinking that I wasn't doing well in most of my classes and that I might end up with some C's but perhaps if I can push myself and continue the upward trend, I'll be able to keep my QPA from slipping.

It feels good to feel good. Hopefully when I go to work in half and hour it won't go away.




So, I'm selling this ring. It's a pretty piece but I need money and I'll never wear the thing again. I haven't put it up anywhere yet, and I'll post it here in case anyone on here is interested (unlikely, I know). It's 10 carat and has diamonds. I don't know how much to ask for it. I know it's not worth much because it's 10 carat. I dunno, I guess it would be helpful if anyone who knew anything about jewelery could give me an idea of what to ask for it.






So...yeah

I am looking towards the future with a good attitude again. I am single and motivated and have the world at my feet. Only 2 more months of this stressful schedule then I will be able to relax a little bit for my last semester. By May I will have my degree. Hopefully in August I'll be starting in on my MBA and working at a full-time grown up job. My daughter will be starting third grade then, and I will be 26. And maybe I will have someone special in my life, but if not, I'm okay with that.

2009 is almost to a close, and looking back, it was filled with unhappiness, trials, and stress. I've learned so much this year both academically and about life and love. Hopefully a year from now, I'll be able to reflect on 2010 with a different light. The tides will be turning so very soon, I just need to hold on to that.

Question of the day:
What do you think you'll be doing a year from now?

miao!!
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avidity:
a) thank you for making my day with the pic in my blog
b) you look stunning in the pics in this blog
c) i hate 2009. this year was horrible. i thought i found the love of my life twice. only to find out that i had it the first time, and fucked it up. i got laid off, and found myself in a town far away from my loved ones, in which i cannot find a job, and is apparently not in america cause if i don't know spanish i will never even get a retail job. i've moved into a place i can't really afford which still has a room that i can't bare to go into because it reminds me of the second "love." and now i've decided to move home.

LUCKILY, in a year, i see myself in school, attempting to be something i WANT to be (non office drone), and hopefully in a healthy relationship with the first love (if he does everything he says he's going to do). *crosses fingers*

i didn't know you had a daughter. in the last couple blogs i was curious.
Nov 5, 2009
cassy:
net years hope hope i'm with my love, whether it be here or in ohio.
honestly it's all i want that i don't have.
and if i have to change jobs, and move, and uproot everything that's important to me then i will.
need to be in his arms smile
Nov 5, 2009

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