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Thursday Oct 15, 2009

Oct 15, 2009
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Never there
You're never there
You're never, ever, ever, ever there


A lot of what people said to me was to not let others get me down, influence, or change me. That I should cut people out of my life. The problem is that I don't have a problem cutting people out of my life. I've done it so much that I have isolated myself. And I have a really hard time connecting to anyone again. I am, by nature, distant from people. I always have walls. It's just so difficult and draining for me to try to connect. A lot of the time it's easier just to withdraw. I know that I shouldn't, but I don't have the energy to even try lately.

Anyway.

I have decided that I need to blow off my responsibilities when I feel the urge to be creative. I get the inspiration then say...I'll do it after I do this chore, or homework. But I never get to it. And it makes me feel so much more fulfilled when I am creating. Which brings me to my next idea. I want a pen pal, or I should say, I art/craft exchange pal. If I have someone to make stuff for, I'll make more stuff! I haven't played with crafting for a long time and I miss doing it. Granted, I'm not the best at it but if anyone is interested, let me know.

Question of the day:
What is the last thing you made?

miao!!
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
tikki:
the last thing i made was a mess. hope to see you in a couple weeks.
Oct 15, 2009
giggles:
a yellow cake with chocolate frosting
Oct 16, 2009

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