I'm glad I didn't die before I met you.
But, now I don't care, I could go anywhere with you
And I'd probably be happy."

in 3 days i'll be in chicago. i'll be with someone who makes me feel like no one else can. someone fucking amazing. someone who makes my day that much better, everyday. i can't wait to lay in bed with his arms around me. i can't wait to steal kisses from him every chance i get. it's been so long since i've had this feeling for anyone, and have it returned. for once there is nothing forced or fabricated about how i feel. for so long i thought "artificial sweetener" was my dark little theme song.
but not this time. maybe i'm being hasty with my feelings, maybe i get pulled in too fast. i don't care. i met him 6 months ago, and this feeling gets more intense with time, rather than fading. i can't believe its been 3 month since the last time i was able to curl up with him. and whatever we are officially doesn't matter to me, the fact that i make him feel what he does for me is enough. i've been counting the days until i see him, i'm ridiculously excited. 3 days from today i'll be in a strange bed, wrapped around him. that idea, that anticipated feeling of contentment, has been driving me for weeks. i can't wait.
