Sunday Apr 09, 2006

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I'm shakin' at your touch
I like you way too much
My baby I'm afraid I'm falling for you
I'd do 'bout anything to get the hell out alive
or maybe I would rather settle down with you


me today:


i had a dream about babies last night. and i've been thinking about them all day. i feel so weird. i'm having one of those days where i wish i could just settle down with someone. get a house, have a baby, maybe get a puppy.but i don't see it happening anytime soon. fucking hell, why do i feel this way today?

i also starting thinking about how when i was younger, i could accomplish everything i really set my mind to. i was the best at so much. i could have anything as long as i wanted it bad enough. or maybe i just had delusions of granduer...but as i get older, i feel like a failure at everything to the point where i'm too afraid to try, to put real effort into anything. i've developed quite the defeatist atitude where i just assume the worst all the time.

bah.

question of the day:
what are you driven by ?

miao!!
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thenine:
I hate those days when things stop making sense. Makes me want to settle down too. But they come and go. That Emo version of the o rly owl makes my day much brighter. lol.

Also, good question....I think for me I'm driven by dreams. Sounds a little sappy I know, but we dreamers are an emotional bunch after all. wink
fairygrlz:
Right now it seems that I am driven by my emotions which is taking me no where. I need to get motivated to make something of myself but I think I am too depressed. I don't know how to get motivated.... whatever

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