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I find myself
I'm just awastin' my time away
No matter what I do
It always ends up the same
One minute moves
Into the next
My life was simple
But now it's complex
And it doesn't seem to mean anything at all
And everything I want to be
Is just another silly dream, you see
But I'll keep dreaming just the same


I don't feel good. I'm worried about school...my life. I'm doing that psychosomatic things again.

I've been doing that thing again too, where I alienate myself from the people around me. Maybe it just feels like that because I've been so busy, but I really feel like I have no friends. I don't hang out with people...and I sort of don't want to...because I always been like a burden and that no one truly enjoys my company. Or maybe because I am lonely and acually longing for company would make it worse, so I'd rather reject the idea first...
ugh.
I dunno, I will probably be fine tomorrow, it's just a bad day.

This how i feel today:

Question of the day:
How do you feel? * post a pic*