i am a spaz.
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hooraydiation:
Oh no, I knocked over Grandma's ashes again!
steveyboy:
No your not. 
everytime i scratch my nails down someone else's back i hope you feel it
so he didn't call me back saturday or sunday. i'm past the point of pissed off, and now i'm just worried about him. he has some tendencies that concern me.
i have a feeling he may just be avoiding me because of the ex. it's very possible that he and her...
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so he didn't call me back saturday or sunday. i'm past the point of pissed off, and now i'm just worried about him. he has some tendencies that concern me.
i have a feeling he may just be avoiding me because of the ex. it's very possible that he and her...
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pr0ject605:
*hugs*
fruitless:
i know how you feel i'm going through the same shit. we can cry togather if you want? 
it will all work itself out and there's always a tastier jellybean at the candyshop
[Edited on Nov 07, 2005 4:11PM]
it will all work itself out and there's always a tastier jellybean at the candyshop
[Edited on Nov 07, 2005 4:11PM]
i HATE when people say they are going to call, then don't. i hate that more than anything in the world. even more than W and spiders.
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hafu:
i hate it when they dont call for a week or so and refuse to accnolage you existance in any medium
mrmuller:
I'm with you 100%, althought, I'm not so sure I hate it more than W. I think I'm desensitized to it because most all of my friends do it on a very regular basis.
your love is like a rollercoaster baby, baby...
im at the down end again. he didn't call me back last night and was a bit snippy on the phone when i called. i may just be being paranoid, but with everything so far, maybe not.
if and when i talk to him today, i need to figure out his intentions and what is going on...
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im at the down end again. he didn't call me back last night and was a bit snippy on the phone when i called. i may just be being paranoid, but with everything so far, maybe not.
if and when i talk to him today, i need to figure out his intentions and what is going on...
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pr0ject605:
Haven't really figured out the rules yet since no one who lives close enough wants to play. But I imagine that each person who doesn't win would have to remove something each round. Seems simple enough.
My fav constellation eh? I almost feel bad picking one that I haven't seem personally... and lately the only one I can make out is Orion's Belt. So I'll go with that one.
My fav constellation eh? I almost feel bad picking one that I haven't seem personally... and lately the only one I can make out is Orion's Belt. So I'll go with that one.
bbellicose:
Girly, you deserve so much better. I agree that it would be best to find out what his intentions are. I am reminded of some song lyrics:
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a lover and a friend;
There's a fine, fine line between reality and pretend;
And you never know 'til you reach the top if it was worth the uphill climb.
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
There's a fine, fine line between a fairy tale and a lie;
And there's a fine, fine line between "You're wonderful" and "Goodbye."
I guess if someone doesn't love you back it isn't such a crime,
But there's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of your time.
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity, I've got to close the door
And walk away...
Oh...
There's a fine, fine line between together and not
And there's a fine, fine line between what you wanted and what you got.
You gotta go after the things you want while you're still in your prime...
There's a fine, fine line between love
And a waste of time.
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dravenraine:
I have been gone for awhile, but I remembered you and wow still gorgeous as ever! 
bbellicose:
My daddy. Every Sunday night.
*sigh.
*sigh.
the things floating in my head that i need to get out so i don;'t make myself crazy :
sometimes i am so overconfident and self-assured its irritating, but other times, much of the time, i'm very insecure about what i am to other people. in my own mind, i've told myself that as long as i love myself, that's all i need. but it's...
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sometimes i am so overconfident and self-assured its irritating, but other times, much of the time, i'm very insecure about what i am to other people. in my own mind, i've told myself that as long as i love myself, that's all i need. but it's...
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joenobody:
aww, kiddo. 
alpo:
Please don't let this guy dick you around... find somebody better.
i'm diving head first into something, better judgement's gone a-running
holy fuck. i am such a sucker. what the hell just happened?
oh yeah. i'm a hypocrit.
here we go again...
edit: ok, the story behind this statement...when i got home from work last night there was a message on my aim (because i am one of those annoying people who leave thier's on all...
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holy fuck. i am such a sucker. what the hell just happened?
oh yeah. i'm a hypocrit.
here we go again...
edit: ok, the story behind this statement...when i got home from work last night there was a message on my aim (because i am one of those annoying people who leave thier's on all...
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hellomrworld:
i really like that shirt its very cute .. you will find a boy who treats you right
fruitless:
hey again i am sorry for what said to you the other night hope you come back to the topic
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twistedone:
"All the shit I seem to take, All alone I seem to break " -Korn
pudding:
"Rose tints my world keeps me safe from my trouble and pain"
a new month.
i have a november resolution (cuz i can't wait until the new year) . i will not be chasing any boys for a while. it's too draining. i'd like to make new friends, go out and have fun with people...but i need a break from the whole serious relationship thing. i keep trying to make it happen, and i've been a moron...
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i have a november resolution (cuz i can't wait until the new year) . i will not be chasing any boys for a while. it's too draining. i'd like to make new friends, go out and have fun with people...but i need a break from the whole serious relationship thing. i keep trying to make it happen, and i've been a moron...
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hafu:
a month long resolution i can do. hm..
i will learn how to say "no" and stick to it.
i will learn how to say "no" and stick to it.
memyselfandi:
I started smoking again a couple of months ago (which is just stupid). Anyway, I quit yesterday, so I guess that's my resolution.
Your new set is great, by the way. You always look beautiful.
Your new set is great, by the way. You always look beautiful.
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lyam:
It's the first time i see you,nice sets you look great.
rock_starry:
no problem hun it was the truth and i know you are gonna find someone great who will love you and treat you right and you deserve it! just try to keep your head up until then cause you dont want to wonder past him with your head down you know 
last night i had a dream that i was literally living in hell. with the devil...and his skeleton wife, who was surprisingly nice. and dave chapellle and his young female cousins came to visit, and they brought me ice water. because you know, hell doean't have central air. then dave went to play basketball with the devil.
yeah, i am crazy.
fucking daylight savings. i...
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yeah, i am crazy.
fucking daylight savings. i...
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mrmuller:
Yes, you may have... but I wouldn't have taken you off. You changed your name didn't you? But anyway, I'd be happy to be back on your friends list.
I'm studying at home all night tonight! Mostly chemistry. So you're not alone.
I'm studying at home all night tonight! Mostly chemistry. So you're not alone.
mrmuller:
Yes, it is indeed special.
i kinda always knew i'd end up your ex-girlfriend, i hope i hold a special place with the rest of them. and you know it makes me to be on that list, but i shoulda thought of that before we kissed.
he called. it started " i don't know how to tell you this but.."
and i just said "i know". it was a short...
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he called. it started " i don't know how to tell you this but.."
and i just said "i know". it was a short...
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junebug:
im sorry
lylonijade:
I was going to come and say Thanks for the comment on my set. Sorry to hear about the guy troubles. I am in the firm belief that boys really suck.