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Lick the tears from my eyelashes

i wish someone would invent a chip you could put into your brain so you could make yourself stop thinking about something. bitterness is resonating through my head. and everytime i think about that stupid boy i literally get sick to my stomach. yesterday, i almost threw up when i was talking about him. puke puke puke puke puke puke puke puke puke puke puke puke fucking liar.



my sister and...
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weinerdog:
thats a trick question cause they all suck. some a little less though
kyleomen:
Fucking boys. What the hell is wrong with us.

If you stand the test of time, your family will understand. It is a bullshit test but it's the only thing people understand.

I will wish you a happy birthday because your cool and smell nice. I can tell.
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Are you thinking of me when you fuck her

i hate my family. apparently everything i have any interest in is wrong and horrible. critizism is our first language.

and all the morons at the mall. i've never considered mass homicide so seriously.

tonight was the work party.
alcohol does wonders for my social abilities.for my skating skills...not so much. roller skating is fun, even...
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gilby:
Well, I have a place on the 30th and 31st. I'm not sure if anyone else is staying with me yet.
presence:
Have fun in NYC crazy kittie. kiss
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you had the best but you gave her up

when you know ahead of time that you're going to have your heart stepped all over, it doesn't hurt as much.

i wish i had someone to come cuddle with me.
or even just fuck me to help me think about something else for a while.
i need something to make me feel good.

someone please...
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sebastian6:
I've had a crush on your from afar for, like, a year...always look at your sets, love the shine in your eyes. i think you are a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent, and strong woman.
-s6
enkil111:
smile smile biggrin biggrin
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This is a matter of fact
The desire you lack
This is the way I guess it has to be...


narnia was good. i cried. i'm such a woman.

my sister is coming in from california today. which means SG time is probably going to be limited until after xmas. she's nosy and judgemental and i don't want to explain SG to her, she wouldn't...
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dahmer:
It doesn't look like they made a big deal about the directory. It's not even in the menu at the top. Any body could have missed it. smile
dirty__1:
My mom's wanting to see Narnia, she's reading the books as we speak.

Ah the joys of family. I butt heads with my dads side of the family alot! Their veiws are just waay different from mine. Me & my dad go at it quite often.

What's we doin' New Yrs??
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don't touch me please
i cannot stand the way you tease

so...
i've decided to try the whole sg application thingy again. i think i have my old application password saved somewhere... so yeah. i need a photographer. one that's good at hiding flaws, because i have a lot.

since my sister was already driving to NYC for new years, i am probably going to...
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carrotjuice:
I love gingerbread men, dipped in dark chocolate, but I can't eat them but once in a blue moon.
noelle:
you look angry, a bit.
it is my real name too.
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I know my fears control me

blah.

it won't stop snowing.

my hair is black again, red is too high maintence.

i had a dream last night that was definitely me trying to compensate for the things i want, but don't have. things that aren't ever going to happen. i woke up feeling very uneasy, questioning myself and wondering why i continue to let myself...
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stasia:
xoxoxoxoxoxoooxo
quixote327:
Not snowing here. I escaped from the Ohio snow to LA for work this week. It is snowing in Albuquerque and that is my destination for Thursday. Yay, frequent filer miles.

Good luck on your finals.
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Toucha toucha toucha touch me I want to be dirty
Thrill me, chill me, fulfil me, creature of the night.


gaaugghhuynnn. i need sex.

i have to work all week, and i have finals. and a dentist appointment. for the next two weeks, i am going to be a crab.

social life = ???, but i sort of...relaxed about it. i have my own shit...
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sen:
You neglected to answer "How are you doing?"
futt3rm31n390:
A fun club on Fri. nights in PDX. Wall-to-wall 80's. You should have come. wink
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aggressive passive inhibitions
laughs before an indecision


my creative thinking teacher loved my painting. he said he's going to "light a fire under my butt" and get me to do more work...so that i can have a gallery showing on main campus! i've never done that, that's exciting. yes, i know its only community college, but its still exciting.

as far as drawing class, i...
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curioustomcat:
Put the energy into the paintings! If you feel insane... paint it! This will provide intensity to your art! biggrin
dreamarie:
youre sooo fuckin sexy as always,bipolar or not.
Flavor, I say cherry.Sweet but can be bitter also tongue wink
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i have this great habit of making everyone hate me. i don't think about what i say. i alienate myself from people.
i am emotional poison.
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_pauly_:
Shh now *hugs and kiss's*
macesgirl:
I don't hate you. ummm.....yes, I do. Oh wait....no I don't. Hmmm.......Nope, I don't hate you, you can't make me, and that's final!!!! tongue
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i'm a fuck up
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n3rd:
aww *hug* I bet you aren't really. You may have fucked up but you surely aren't a fuck up.
junebug:
shhh.......... are not