user029840928

so not much has happened to me since i was last here, i did however go buy a jacket that i dont need but hey it was super cute cos it is purple and i just had to have it hehe.

yesterday when i was shopping i saw a girl who i went to high school with, we were really good friends until one day but anyway, she's now pregnant, i had been told she was but shes the type of person who has such big plans like getting through uni and getting a great job, i was so sad to see her because i havent spoken to her in over a year i dont know wot happened with the whole friendship thing but i was upset, i was then told that the guy whos baby it is, is having nothing to do with it. it makes me want to cry, to see someone u were so close to who u shared ur secrets with is now someone who i cant even say hi to anymore and ask her if she would like to catch up, it breaks my heart to know that she'll have to drop out of uni to bring up a baby without the help of the dad, she has her family but that isnt the same. i know she has different friends now but i would like to be able to speak to her and see how she and the baby are doing, ask if shes ok.

im so sad now, i think im gonna have a silent cry.