Oh dear.
I'm just not sure whats going on with me at all at the minute.
I have this sort of loneliness that comes and goes and its making me feel awful....
I have a fair few people who are interested,most in a non relationship way,one in a relationship way,yet that guy i have treated so badly i could slap myself.I probably should slap myself.I don't even think i want a relationship i just don't want to spend endless nights sitting alone staring at my computer.
I think my last ex well and truly fucked up my head.Although i'm 99% over him he keeps coming back and making things insane again and i just can't seem to tell him where to go.
WHY WHY WHY.
He keeps saying "i never could say no to you" but i think its the other way round and he well knows it!
God i write some crap i really do.
If anyone manages to read this well done.I bore myself god knows how you feel.
*sigh*
I'm just not sure whats going on with me at all at the minute.
I have this sort of loneliness that comes and goes and its making me feel awful....
I have a fair few people who are interested,most in a non relationship way,one in a relationship way,yet that guy i have treated so badly i could slap myself.I probably should slap myself.I don't even think i want a relationship i just don't want to spend endless nights sitting alone staring at my computer.
I think my last ex well and truly fucked up my head.Although i'm 99% over him he keeps coming back and making things insane again and i just can't seem to tell him where to go.
WHY WHY WHY.
He keeps saying "i never could say no to you" but i think its the other way round and he well knows it!
God i write some crap i really do.
If anyone manages to read this well done.I bore myself god knows how you feel.
*sigh*
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things will get better