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shit is getting weird. i don't feel like myself. i feel out of my element. unsettled. a wee bit depressed even. i look in the mirror and hardly recognize myself. my insides don't match my outsides. i look like someone else. maybe like someone i used to know, but have long since let go. i think maybe this has spawned from bordem. life left idle. food allergies. fighting vital sustenance. lack of passion. just for the last couple days. not overpowering. i seem to forget when kept busy. to tired to retain my own thoughts even. strange.