usedxsoul

Let's talk about anger. This is another emotion I feel a lot. Usually not at other people. But sometimes, normally it's a lot of self hate, but there are times where i get so angry at people. And normally I don't really have a way to safely release my anger so it usually comes out with adrenaline rushes in one way or another. I don't get violent physically or anything. I just yell and scream and try and get it out but usually it results in breaking the law in a more risky way to be caught. Nothing too bad, but if I'm in a car I'll generally get pretty reckless. Drive fast, peel out etc. But sometimes it's just screaming so lately my voice has been off and on. Throat sore. I just need that someone to make me feel more calm, be happier with them around and smile everytime I see them talk to me. My reliance on another half is silly, all of my problems go away. But that's crazy to be so clingy to people right? Cause I wouldn't like someone being THAT clingy to me. But I do like feeling wanted and slightly needed. RAWRGH. Anger though...it fucks me up more than drugs ever could. That is all. I do love and appreciate everyone. I wouldn't ever be angry at anyone on here.