uruviel2001

Wow deep thoughts. You and I would get lost in conversation for hours! Hope things are going better for you❤️

I have 27 and almost on the same pattern as you are. I studied computer science and media. Now I work with media, a little computer science, as a model and sometimes as a model on castings for commercials. The whole time I just think of stuff like that. Why do we even botter to make commercials to sell beer for example? I studied it. I know how the brain works and why someone buy some beer because of the commercial. But whats the point? Money. Isn't that a shitty point of living? It is. It is so silly and shitty that I mostly laugh about why we are alive and what we are doing. Most things are ridiculous and doesnt make sense. Even the big things. Like having children. I wouldn't. I don't want to. Never. It doesn't makes sense and its kind of too much ego to want so, in my opinion. My family came from a templar (yeah the knights) point of view and all my life i went to these religious enconteurs thinking "why the fuck would god want us to eat some bread and drink some wine and say blablerish shit about him? is he so human?". I get you.