I know I know, it's been forever and a day since I updated.
I'm a better person now. A stronger person. An independent.
For a while, things were really rocky. Donovan moved above me with some girl he met on the internet. That was rough at first and I wanted him back so much. I basically poured my heart and soul out to him and he stepped on it and said he didn't love me anymore. I don't blame him. I haven't cried over him for close to a month, and I've been doing my own thing with friends, etc. It's a lot better now. Fact is, I doubt Donovan and I will get back together. I cared, but time heals and I guess I'm over it. I feel much better.
Weird thing is that lately I have had numerous guys trying to pursue me. One is from a Hot Topic in Williamsport...Brad. He's a nice guy. I enjoy being around him and a few weeks ago we went out to eat and to a movie and that was nice. It took my mind off of everything and I enjoyed his company, but I am not attracted to him at all. Then this guy came into work a couple weeks ago and we've been talking ever since. His name is Mat. He's a nice guy too...but still don't think I'm diggin' it. He told my friend that he's not used to liking a girl and her not liking him back. Again, I feel bad, but I mean, I guess I'm just trying everything out to see what options I have out there...date around...have fun...but honestly when it comes down to it I'm just not interested. Not yet anyway. Time will tell though. However, I did meet someone last weekend who I find is super sweet and cute and makes me feel all good inside. His name is Mitch. I met him downtown over the weekend. He's from Allentown, but visits his friend over the weekends. I just met him, so it's not like I know a ton about him, but we spent most of the night together just havin' a good time and he was a real sweetheart to me. The next day he even came to visit me at work before he left. AND HE CALLS ME! I'm not sure what's going on with that, but I think about him and I get giddy when he calls...and he's coming down this weekend I think.
Other than that...
My gram is still ill. She has been in the hospital numerous times and it's just a matter of time before she passes. My mom is really stressed and I feel horrible. I don't know what to do.
I've been kind of stressed lately...I mean, after the breakup and me getting sick and Donovan living above me (which I might add he moved out last week)...and all of the stress and illness just kind of wore me out and I developed asthmatic bronchitis. Go me. I have medication now, so it's all good.
But I'm done for now.
Gotta take my buddy home soon.
If you guys miss me, just email me or send me a text message...814-574-0068...I got a cool new nifty camera phone
So yeah...text me baby!
I miss you alll...I love you all...and JAMIE I MISS YOU!
U TOO JASPER!
I'm a better person now. A stronger person. An independent.
For a while, things were really rocky. Donovan moved above me with some girl he met on the internet. That was rough at first and I wanted him back so much. I basically poured my heart and soul out to him and he stepped on it and said he didn't love me anymore. I don't blame him. I haven't cried over him for close to a month, and I've been doing my own thing with friends, etc. It's a lot better now. Fact is, I doubt Donovan and I will get back together. I cared, but time heals and I guess I'm over it. I feel much better.
Weird thing is that lately I have had numerous guys trying to pursue me. One is from a Hot Topic in Williamsport...Brad. He's a nice guy. I enjoy being around him and a few weeks ago we went out to eat and to a movie and that was nice. It took my mind off of everything and I enjoyed his company, but I am not attracted to him at all. Then this guy came into work a couple weeks ago and we've been talking ever since. His name is Mat. He's a nice guy too...but still don't think I'm diggin' it. He told my friend that he's not used to liking a girl and her not liking him back. Again, I feel bad, but I mean, I guess I'm just trying everything out to see what options I have out there...date around...have fun...but honestly when it comes down to it I'm just not interested. Not yet anyway. Time will tell though. However, I did meet someone last weekend who I find is super sweet and cute and makes me feel all good inside. His name is Mitch. I met him downtown over the weekend. He's from Allentown, but visits his friend over the weekends. I just met him, so it's not like I know a ton about him, but we spent most of the night together just havin' a good time and he was a real sweetheart to me. The next day he even came to visit me at work before he left. AND HE CALLS ME! I'm not sure what's going on with that, but I think about him and I get giddy when he calls...and he's coming down this weekend I think.
Other than that...
My gram is still ill. She has been in the hospital numerous times and it's just a matter of time before she passes. My mom is really stressed and I feel horrible. I don't know what to do.
I've been kind of stressed lately...I mean, after the breakup and me getting sick and Donovan living above me (which I might add he moved out last week)...and all of the stress and illness just kind of wore me out and I developed asthmatic bronchitis. Go me. I have medication now, so it's all good.
But I'm done for now.
Gotta take my buddy home soon.
If you guys miss me, just email me or send me a text message...814-574-0068...I got a cool new nifty camera phone
So yeah...text me baby!
I miss you alll...I love you all...and JAMIE I MISS YOU!
U TOO JASPER!