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Last night made up for my birthday. I had so much fun hanging out with my lis sis. Me, my husband, her and her husband all went out to a club to see a band called bag of doughnuts. We ended up drivin an hour away to this club in Bogalusa (and with a town called that you know its gotta be humerous) It was...
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beckyuill:
i just got reading your last 4 journals because i haven't been on. I am just relieved and happy to hear you're feeling better. the feeling of being the most important person in one's life is like NO other feeling in the world... it transcends any other emotion, it is just the best piece of knowledge. to KNOW it. ... sometimes people take it for granted, but i see you don't. thats awesome.

i am glad you're happier smile just wanted to say that.
koala:
I'm so glad to hear you ended up having a good time out smile

Thank you so much for lending an ear. I was actually thinking of visiting you guys sometime in the near future. I just need to get out of LA for a while I think. Too much pain to deal with right now.

Hope you are doing well lovely kiss kiss
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when are things gonna start to turn around?
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girlb0t:
I have a quote for you, i didn't write it but i thought you might like it.

"When you get in a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hold on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn"

smile Smile sweety.
majorboredom:
things will not turn around...
you must turn yourself.



easier said than done, though smile
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so we go out with my friends from work for my birthday. My husband is so bored then his friend gets there, instead of sitting by us they go to the other end of the place to sit. Oh but before that they go and talk with the girls passing out drinks for awhile. Then my lil bro gets there and keeps me company some....
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gigondas:
The only problem? Darlin, t'ain't no good...
sexybeast:
I don't think the cars in any worse shape than it was before.
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Well its my birthday..... I should be happy now...
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rocketeam:
Well, very merry happy birthday to you Dear.
breezey:
Happy belated birthday!
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i think things are in the process of getting better at least i hope so. We are both dealing with issues. I knew what i needed he couldnt tell me what he did. so i told him what i needed for things to be better then he got mad at me for always putting my stuff first, but he didnt have anything that we could...
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thinks life could be easier if you could just chain your husband in the house....
I promise i wont kill him.... but i think that is about all i can promise right now...

Im actually doing alittle better because im confident that he is going to make the right choice, he cant be that stupid...
nementh:
Now I really wanna know what's going on...
ivarr:
That last bit puts a whirl of imagry in my head; mostly of Rocky and Bullwinkle and Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. Weird.
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not very happy right now,and not sure what to do about it... frown

What really sucks is that i really was very happy and was finally confident that everything was going how it should be, I was actually loving life and so ready to move forward with our plans, then it was like hitting a brick wall...

that really is what i feel like too, like...
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beckyuill:
Seems like theres some hardships going around right now. I'm not going to speculate as to what this means, or whats going on, all i will tell you is that you have two close friends over here that is just a phone call away. and of course reading this, i get concerned.

i hope you feel better about things, or they work themselves out.

i'm a shoulder if you need it.
ltlirishgrl:
Hey I am hear for you if you need someone to talk to. I hope everything works out for you and you are good enough.


Love your sis
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Had a great weekend again. Went to my parent's house in mississippi... spent some time out on the beach, got alittle bit of sun, and even got to go out to the casino for alittle while just me and the hubby. It was a really nice weekend...

....I also got a nice surprise from my husband... right in the face... he hasnt been able to...
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guitarsnglasses:
Colleen, you sweetheart. Good to know you had a good time. smile
beckyuill:
aw, right in the face... there's nothin like it.
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nementh:
You have no idea, yesterday was the day the drama damn burst, and most of it was not the fun kind.
sexybeast:
Meat doesn't go in a burrito, but if you get on the counter, I'll put plenty in your taco. wink
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ok as promised more pics.. warning there is nudity in the pics... just in case your not into that kinda stuff ...lol but then why would you be here whatever but i guess since my sis does have an account i should put the pics in spoilers since there is one or two pics of my SexyBeast included...

now remember this is after drinking alittle so...
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ivarr:
YaY for nudity!
morningstar:
Yeah for Nudity!!!! biggrin kiss
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had sex in the yard while it was misting.. almost raining kiss I love my sexy man.. this has been a really fun night... we got some daquiris and had some jager shots and decided to go outside. we locked the backdoor with the key outside so his brother wouldnt come checking on us and we stripped. it was nice and breezy outside and starting to...
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ivarr:
Yup! Sounds like you did too. ooo aaa
nementh:
It wouldn't be too much to handle if this other fuck hadn't wandered into the picture. It's just frustrating to be so far away and not be able to do anything.