urbanhermit

SO ok. Here I am spending a lot of time by myself thinking about my future and trying to decide what I want to do with the rest of my life.

I keep trying to make a list of options but that doesn't seem to work. It's not that I'm super talented or anything, I just can see myself doing any number of things once I made the decision to actually do it.

The thing that is holding me back the most is that I know anything I choose is going to take a lot of time and effort and I won't see proper results until several years go by. I'm talking learning skills and stuff. Playing an Instrument, Computer programming or Graphics, Scientific studies in a huge list of fields, or even just crafting things... mainly I'm thinking old style metal smithing.

So yeah... it's going to take a lot of time and I'll not have that time back when all is said and done... I want to make the right decision.


This is one of those things that is just going to take time for me to figure out.... I know how my head works though, I can see the good in anything and thus I don't want to ignore the good in anything. All these options sound awesome...


I wonder if I could do them all....... That would just take forever.

Ahhh well.
This is just me babbling.

In other news I picked up the New Mage: The Awakening game.



I really like the New World of Darkness system, and Mage looks to be the best game of the four that are built for this system. I'm enjoying the read.