urbanhermit

It's really easy to use blogs and postings and comments on sites like this to trash talk your life and all the things you dislike.
I've done it enough.

It's also easy to be in an emotional state, angry or what have you, and log on to spill your heart out, then after the fact realize you didn't say very good things at all.
Done that too.

I always try to keep control of things, always try to remain calm and intelectually aware of my surroundings.
Sometimes though, there is so much bad going on that all I can do is draw attention to it.

Today I wanna draw attention to some of the good.
I've made some break throughs lately.
Depression used to control my life, I've been able to chemically supress it thanks to my psychiatrist.
I used to habitually lie to myself in order to ignore just how bad things were in my life, I'm starting to see through those lies and realize just how much work I'll have to do to fix things for good.

I'm a mess folks it's true, but I'm finally leting myself see just how much, and that is a good step.
Life isn't perfect, If my hunches about what's really wrong with me are true, it never will be, but I'm making progress.
The next few steps are going to be hard, but, I think I can make them.

Here's to reaching for your happy place.
Thanks Quinne