I'm barely here, but just about there.
Up for the day at 3 am this morning. I spent Friday and Sunday night self medicating. That is probably my lot for this evening too.
I wrote her a long letter this morning. Poured my guts out once again. Drove to her apartment at 5:30 to leave it on her car seat. Got a call about 9:00. Started out with small talk. I had to bring up the letter. She seems like she is on this self discovery kick and damn everyone else. Knowing her history I can't say that I blame her, but she has really sucky timing. Not to mention that it took her a year to figure this out. So once again I am back on hold. There is only so much garbage one can put into a bag before it breaks at the seams. I'm just about there.
Up for the day at 3 am this morning. I spent Friday and Sunday night self medicating. That is probably my lot for this evening too.
I wrote her a long letter this morning. Poured my guts out once again. Drove to her apartment at 5:30 to leave it on her car seat. Got a call about 9:00. Started out with small talk. I had to bring up the letter. She seems like she is on this self discovery kick and damn everyone else. Knowing her history I can't say that I blame her, but she has really sucky timing. Not to mention that it took her a year to figure this out. So once again I am back on hold. There is only so much garbage one can put into a bag before it breaks at the seams. I'm just about there.
maybe letting the seams rip will put the situation in a different perspective??
Don't get lost... there's plenty out there for you.