uranusup

this cannot be my life can it?
what in the hell happened?
who did i fuck over to desrve this?
why can't i get out of this rut?
why do i feel sorry about feeling sorry for myself?
why is it i feel different from everbody else?
why is it i can be lonely in a crowded bar?
why up one minute, down the next?
why do i hate myself?
why do i eat so much?
why do i want to die?
why do i cry all the time?
why don't i tell anybody about this?
why does'nt anybody notice?
why do they leave me hanging in the wind?
why can't i do anything?
why can't i kill myself?
why?
why?
why?
why?

over to you doc........