So its been a tough four weeks for me just barely getting into school got into a new house and dealing with some problems including my most inner demons of hurting a lot of people lately in saying a lot of negative things but the last of those 4 weeks it started to get better and I have solved most of the issues and I am happy about that so now I am back almost back on track as for the other problems I am trying hard to solve them but some people do not want to understand me or be stubborn and listen as for looking for a deployment...... the list is up of units going I might just jump on to one of those deployments we will see as for the job in the reserves this is what I drive
