Alright I'm going to start my blog off with this.
I kissed a dude Monday night / Tuesday morning. Not just a simple peck. Like good kissing....grab my face and tangle his fingers in my hair kissing. I'll refer to him as OSK
I was totally awkward when I said something about it...like 12 hours later lol. He laughed it off.
But I can't get it out of my head. I've known the dude for a few years. Not like best friends or anything, I used to see him tons on Industry Night at Graveyard when I went a lot in the past. I had gone with my friend Maggie on the 2nd (this past Monday) and he was there taking pictures as usual. I had gone to the New Years Eve event he threw as well but he was spinning so I didn't get to see him. So I gave him a big hug when I saw him at Graveyard and we caught up a little. Then after closing I went to his house rather than drive back to my place...didn't need a DUI.
Nothing happened at first....for a while. Then all of a sudden...boom. Kissing and then we stopped and held hands until we fell asleep until it was time to wake up.
I don't know why I can't get over it. I've had a crush on him forever, but I never let it get to be a big deal in my head or anything....if that makes sense?
I'm going to another party he's throwing on Thursday with 3 of my good friends....maybe I'll get their advice on it...I hope I don't act like a retard if I see him and give him another hug.
I don't know what to do. Leave it alone see if anything happens again then say something. Or do I say something?
On another note. I have my first day of classes tomorrow. Too bad I only have one class. Suuuuuuuuck. 30 minute drive for a more than likely not even 50 minute class (since it's day 1). Hopefully I'll be able to take my Religion class on Wednesdays at 6pm and put it after my Anthro class so that way it makes sense to drive to school on Mondays. And Wednesday I don't want to be stuck at school for two classes, one from 1-1:50 and 6-9:30
Then at 4pm I have my fitness assessment at LA Fitness...it's going to say "holy shit girl, get in shape." It's going to be unnerving....and disappointing. But it's going to be what I need.
Hopefully it doesn't take forever so I can get into the Body Works class that's at 4:30 I believe.
I'm going to do Cycle classes with my mom because they have a spin room with the bikes set up on stadium levels at her LA Fitness. Pretty effing excited for a class like that. My gym doesn't have it.
So I got new workout stuff.
Reebok ZigTechs and some tummy toning leggings. They're awesome. Little tight at the top....but that's ok, because I'm hoping by the time I reach my fitness goal...I'll be able to pull them down to my hips and they won't give me any rolls
And I had my hair done on...Wednesday with my mom. Our colorist lightened my hair from black to gold and put in Violet and Blue.....didn't happen. Well now those colors are falling out from the highlights soooo.....
That's it for now.
I kissed a dude Monday night / Tuesday morning. Not just a simple peck. Like good kissing....grab my face and tangle his fingers in my hair kissing. I'll refer to him as OSK
I was totally awkward when I said something about it...like 12 hours later lol. He laughed it off.
But I can't get it out of my head. I've known the dude for a few years. Not like best friends or anything, I used to see him tons on Industry Night at Graveyard when I went a lot in the past. I had gone with my friend Maggie on the 2nd (this past Monday) and he was there taking pictures as usual. I had gone to the New Years Eve event he threw as well but he was spinning so I didn't get to see him. So I gave him a big hug when I saw him at Graveyard and we caught up a little. Then after closing I went to his house rather than drive back to my place...didn't need a DUI.
Nothing happened at first....for a while. Then all of a sudden...boom. Kissing and then we stopped and held hands until we fell asleep until it was time to wake up.
I don't know why I can't get over it. I've had a crush on him forever, but I never let it get to be a big deal in my head or anything....if that makes sense?
I'm going to another party he's throwing on Thursday with 3 of my good friends....maybe I'll get their advice on it...I hope I don't act like a retard if I see him and give him another hug.
I don't know what to do. Leave it alone see if anything happens again then say something. Or do I say something?
On another note. I have my first day of classes tomorrow. Too bad I only have one class. Suuuuuuuuck. 30 minute drive for a more than likely not even 50 minute class (since it's day 1). Hopefully I'll be able to take my Religion class on Wednesdays at 6pm and put it after my Anthro class so that way it makes sense to drive to school on Mondays. And Wednesday I don't want to be stuck at school for two classes, one from 1-1:50 and 6-9:30
Then at 4pm I have my fitness assessment at LA Fitness...it's going to say "holy shit girl, get in shape." It's going to be unnerving....and disappointing. But it's going to be what I need.
Hopefully it doesn't take forever so I can get into the Body Works class that's at 4:30 I believe.
I'm going to do Cycle classes with my mom because they have a spin room with the bikes set up on stadium levels at her LA Fitness. Pretty effing excited for a class like that. My gym doesn't have it.
So I got new workout stuff.
Reebok ZigTechs and some tummy toning leggings. They're awesome. Little tight at the top....but that's ok, because I'm hoping by the time I reach my fitness goal...I'll be able to pull them down to my hips and they won't give me any rolls
And I had my hair done on...Wednesday with my mom. Our colorist lightened my hair from black to gold and put in Violet and Blue.....didn't happen. Well now those colors are falling out from the highlights soooo.....
That's it for now.
violently:
i wouldn't say anything at all. just go on living your life and having a good time, and if something else should happen, great. if not, you're still friends and you're cool. sounds like a win win situation to me.
h00ts:
You can do it!