I'm ready to shoot again.
And numerous sets.
It's time I take action and start changing things. I have always wanted to have somewhat of a career being an alternative lifestyle model. If that's what you want to call it. I know I photograph well, just need more experience.
Long term I have goals on getting onto journalism or marketing teams with tattoo community magazines or websites, but while I'm in school....I don't see a problem in trying to get some extra income rocking what the good Lord gave me.
If any photographers wish to work with a girl who's only shot one Hopeful set that's been accepted into MR, who doesn't have much of a portfolio, and who might need a little bit of instruction, feel free to contact me.
I'm willing to travel. I will bring someone along with me.
I can visit many places in Florida: Tampa, St. Pete, Orlando, even Long Boat Key. Just about anywhere in North Carolina. Many places in South Carolina: Myrtle Beach, Hilton Head. And anywhere in Georgia. Atlanta. Savannah, Tybee. I'll even visit Alabama and Tennessee.
I have many "half" ideas that need to be completed with the help of a photographer, since photographers know what works well within a shot better than I.
In other news. Not a whole lot of other news. School starts the 17th. I'm still unemployed.
I've gotten my consistency thing down. At least eating. Although, making sure I eat every few hours is kind of annoying. So here and there I've been skipping meals. Which isn't helping, it's hurting. But fuck me. Lol. I've been more snacking. But good snacking. Strawberries and bananas. Toast with spinach, cream cheese, and tomatoes. Oatmeal. Granola. Haven't been cooking like I usually do. But I also realized that eating right and clean is expensive, so I've been trying to use what I already have. Turkey sausage. Lol. I have the ingredients to make stew though, so maybe I'll do that in a couple of days.
If I lose another 10lbs, my grandfather is going to pay for me to get back into riding horses. Which makes my heart swell. I've dedicated mornings and evenings to actually working out. I find absolutely no joy in working out. I get bored lol. But I know that can be the huge difference I would love to see in my body.
So....if anyone in the Atlanta area would like to start working out together, hit me up! In the fall once the weather cools, I'll be walking in Piedmont Park all the time with the dogs. Or dog if Evie gets adopted out.
I talked about moving to Canada in a recent post. I sat down with myself one evening and basically cried it out. Wrote down all my reasons behind wanting to move. A memory, the weather, a change. But at the same time..........fear. Problems and loneliness have surrounded me here in Atlanta. I thought it was because I didn't make a decision to move here, for myself. Maybe it is. Maybe I'm just not embracing the loneliness and keep inviting shitty people into my life. Who knows where I would be in Canada. Could be filled with more problems and loneliness than I have here. Not to mention, I looked at what is left of school here....and I'm very close to being done. If I stay at the rate I wish to keep going at this semester........I will be done in 2 years. If I moved. It's looking like I'd be starting over roughly from scratch once again.
So here I am with quite the predicament.
Clearly it makes more sense to stay here and finish school.
But, I've been considering buying a house. So.....do I continue with that. Or do I put that on hold?
I have found quite a number of houses....which are my dream homes. Check out my tumblr for pictures of the houses. Should be posted within the hour.
gauges for my bday from Danger2myself
liquid leggings that tie up the back from danger as well
bday rings from my great aunt
And numerous sets.
It's time I take action and start changing things. I have always wanted to have somewhat of a career being an alternative lifestyle model. If that's what you want to call it. I know I photograph well, just need more experience.
Long term I have goals on getting onto journalism or marketing teams with tattoo community magazines or websites, but while I'm in school....I don't see a problem in trying to get some extra income rocking what the good Lord gave me.
If any photographers wish to work with a girl who's only shot one Hopeful set that's been accepted into MR, who doesn't have much of a portfolio, and who might need a little bit of instruction, feel free to contact me.
I'm willing to travel. I will bring someone along with me.
I can visit many places in Florida: Tampa, St. Pete, Orlando, even Long Boat Key. Just about anywhere in North Carolina. Many places in South Carolina: Myrtle Beach, Hilton Head. And anywhere in Georgia. Atlanta. Savannah, Tybee. I'll even visit Alabama and Tennessee.
I have many "half" ideas that need to be completed with the help of a photographer, since photographers know what works well within a shot better than I.
In other news. Not a whole lot of other news. School starts the 17th. I'm still unemployed.
I've gotten my consistency thing down. At least eating. Although, making sure I eat every few hours is kind of annoying. So here and there I've been skipping meals. Which isn't helping, it's hurting. But fuck me. Lol. I've been more snacking. But good snacking. Strawberries and bananas. Toast with spinach, cream cheese, and tomatoes. Oatmeal. Granola. Haven't been cooking like I usually do. But I also realized that eating right and clean is expensive, so I've been trying to use what I already have. Turkey sausage. Lol. I have the ingredients to make stew though, so maybe I'll do that in a couple of days.
If I lose another 10lbs, my grandfather is going to pay for me to get back into riding horses. Which makes my heart swell. I've dedicated mornings and evenings to actually working out. I find absolutely no joy in working out. I get bored lol. But I know that can be the huge difference I would love to see in my body.
So....if anyone in the Atlanta area would like to start working out together, hit me up! In the fall once the weather cools, I'll be walking in Piedmont Park all the time with the dogs. Or dog if Evie gets adopted out.
I talked about moving to Canada in a recent post. I sat down with myself one evening and basically cried it out. Wrote down all my reasons behind wanting to move. A memory, the weather, a change. But at the same time..........fear. Problems and loneliness have surrounded me here in Atlanta. I thought it was because I didn't make a decision to move here, for myself. Maybe it is. Maybe I'm just not embracing the loneliness and keep inviting shitty people into my life. Who knows where I would be in Canada. Could be filled with more problems and loneliness than I have here. Not to mention, I looked at what is left of school here....and I'm very close to being done. If I stay at the rate I wish to keep going at this semester........I will be done in 2 years. If I moved. It's looking like I'd be starting over roughly from scratch once again.
So here I am with quite the predicament.
Clearly it makes more sense to stay here and finish school.
But, I've been considering buying a house. So.....do I continue with that. Or do I put that on hold?
I have found quite a number of houses....which are my dream homes. Check out my tumblr for pictures of the houses. Should be posted within the hour.
gauges for my bday from Danger2myself
liquid leggings that tie up the back from danger as well
bday rings from my great aunt
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toddfromnc:
Good luck with losing the weight so that you can get back into riding horses. I've never ridden a horse but it sounds fun. You're absolutely right when you said it's more expensive to eat right than eat junk food all the time, try buying stuff from a local farmer's market. You can get some really awesome produce pretty cheap at those things and I've been told that Atlanta has several that are really nice. I hate to hear you say that youre lonely, thats quite surprising. Just because youre pretty doesnt mean that youll easily find good people to hang out with, I guess. I hope you find some cool people to hang out with soon. You should definitely do more sets!
toddfromnc:
Ill keep you in mind for ideas for you sets, what are your thoughts so far? I think as long as you have a legit photographer, youll do quite well. You have a pretty face, nice curvy body & pretty eyes so you have everything you need to be a Suicide Girl. You just need the right photographer to guide you.