Damn 4 days since my last post, life has been busy. And still kinda shitty.
Anyway.
Things at work haven't gotten much better. I hate it there. I really want to quit. Can someone please be my sugar daddy? Right now giving the "girlfriend experience" to an older rich dude seems more bearable than having to walk into that retched place. I keep trying to think of new ways/excuses to call out of work. Friday...I'm a food runner. Which means this : no money in my pocket when I get off of work. And Sunday I work during the day, which I pray to God is worth it. And of course Saturday night. Suck my balls McGowan's.
Lets see. I'm still single. I haven't been on a date in I can't even tell you how long. It's been a couple of months I'm pretty sure. I'm a pretty even-keeled chick. I don't go looking for drama, I have relatively no drama in my life other than work, even though I hate it....I have a job, I go to school, I live alone, and I have a car. Aren't those things what dudes look for in chicks? If so, then why are so many chicks I know who are bat shit crazy, still sucking off the teat of mommy and daddy, and throw temper tantrums if they don't get their way, getting into relationships where the guy is completely goo-goo for them? And not only is the guy goo-goo, he's attractive, with a good job, and usually a fuck-load of tattoos and awesome hair. What am I doing wrong?
I'm back on the wagon again. I fell off over the weekend.
I'm still heavily considering my plans to move, and where to move to.
SuicideGirls Must Die looks pretty schweet. I want it.
I reeeeeeally have the itch bad to get tattooed. I can't believe I've been without anything worked on in MONTHS.
I'm ready for the weather to get cold. I am so SICK of this 95 degree bullshit in Atlanta. Monday is going to be 78 and rainy I can't wait. I'll finally get to wear my rain boots too, seeing as it still rains. Who knows what might change between now and then.
I'm ready for my hair to start growing.
Monday night I went out with folks to The Graveyard for Industry Night. Many hilarious pictures were taken on the couch. I can't wait until they're uploaded so I can share them with you all. Downside about that night, I almost got into a fight, which is not my style at all, but I was already extremely pissy with work, chick elbowed me in the cheek and completely body checked me out of the way at the bar to get close to one of my coworkers (well he was a coworker, he got fired sunday), so I said something to her, and it was on, she called me fat 5 or 6 times, and kept spitting as she talked, I killed her with sarcasm which pissed her off even more. I laughed.
Anyway, that's all I have to report today. Or well, so far. Things may change as it gets into the evening.
Tonight in my lab at 6 we are watching "Do The Right Thing."
Anyway.
Things at work haven't gotten much better. I hate it there. I really want to quit. Can someone please be my sugar daddy? Right now giving the "girlfriend experience" to an older rich dude seems more bearable than having to walk into that retched place. I keep trying to think of new ways/excuses to call out of work. Friday...I'm a food runner. Which means this : no money in my pocket when I get off of work. And Sunday I work during the day, which I pray to God is worth it. And of course Saturday night. Suck my balls McGowan's.
Lets see. I'm still single. I haven't been on a date in I can't even tell you how long. It's been a couple of months I'm pretty sure. I'm a pretty even-keeled chick. I don't go looking for drama, I have relatively no drama in my life other than work, even though I hate it....I have a job, I go to school, I live alone, and I have a car. Aren't those things what dudes look for in chicks? If so, then why are so many chicks I know who are bat shit crazy, still sucking off the teat of mommy and daddy, and throw temper tantrums if they don't get their way, getting into relationships where the guy is completely goo-goo for them? And not only is the guy goo-goo, he's attractive, with a good job, and usually a fuck-load of tattoos and awesome hair. What am I doing wrong?
I'm back on the wagon again. I fell off over the weekend.
I'm still heavily considering my plans to move, and where to move to.
SuicideGirls Must Die looks pretty schweet. I want it.
I reeeeeeally have the itch bad to get tattooed. I can't believe I've been without anything worked on in MONTHS.
I'm ready for the weather to get cold. I am so SICK of this 95 degree bullshit in Atlanta. Monday is going to be 78 and rainy I can't wait. I'll finally get to wear my rain boots too, seeing as it still rains. Who knows what might change between now and then.
I'm ready for my hair to start growing.
Monday night I went out with folks to The Graveyard for Industry Night. Many hilarious pictures were taken on the couch. I can't wait until they're uploaded so I can share them with you all. Downside about that night, I almost got into a fight, which is not my style at all, but I was already extremely pissy with work, chick elbowed me in the cheek and completely body checked me out of the way at the bar to get close to one of my coworkers (well he was a coworker, he got fired sunday), so I said something to her, and it was on, she called me fat 5 or 6 times, and kept spitting as she talked, I killed her with sarcasm which pissed her off even more. I laughed.
Anyway, that's all I have to report today. Or well, so far. Things may change as it gets into the evening.
Tonight in my lab at 6 we are watching "Do The Right Thing."
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
flaker:
...How did I put the word "dog" in place of "love". I mean, I love dogs..but that's pretty damned weird.
eroticgeek:
Good luck in the relationship department. Being single could be worse. You could be stuck with a jerk or an abuser. So be patient and be happy when an awesome guy comes along. They exist, dear and you deserve one. I hope things get better at work and good luck with everything. 