So Atlanta, I'm really not a fan. I've been battling those thoughts and feelings for quite some time, 3 years time....but now it's just become unbearable. The people here suck. Everyone is extremely fake.
Simultaneously two friendships have fallen apart at the seams and have ended. One friendship I have had for a couple of years now, Crystal. The other was a new friendship to a girl who moved here from St. Pete, Erin.
It's really bullshit how it all ended and how they have been treating me. I guess it hurts worse when two people you thought were your good friends make it blatantly obvious that they no longer view you the same way, but don't have the guts to face you and tell you straight to your face.
I called Erin out on it this morning, she's saying that I'm the one who treats her differently, but how is that possible when her and I are around one another without Crystal things are great, but once Crystal arrives...things change. They move my purse, drink, even food, away from them when I get up and go to the bathroom, or excuse myself to take a phone call.
They have even gone far enough to tell mutual friends not to tell me where everyone is going out.
Ridiculous bullshit.....
So anyway, with all of this, it's finally given me the push to do something for myself finally. I'm applying to schools in other states. Florida and California. I've been wanting to head to the west coast since I was 18, so I'm definitely focusing on California schools more than Florida.
And I'm going to have a talk with my grandfather and tell him that I don't want to go to school for biology...my heart is really in cosmetology. He doesn't think its a real education. I guess that happens when you're dealing with a hardcore business man.
Simultaneously two friendships have fallen apart at the seams and have ended. One friendship I have had for a couple of years now, Crystal. The other was a new friendship to a girl who moved here from St. Pete, Erin.
It's really bullshit how it all ended and how they have been treating me. I guess it hurts worse when two people you thought were your good friends make it blatantly obvious that they no longer view you the same way, but don't have the guts to face you and tell you straight to your face.
I called Erin out on it this morning, she's saying that I'm the one who treats her differently, but how is that possible when her and I are around one another without Crystal things are great, but once Crystal arrives...things change. They move my purse, drink, even food, away from them when I get up and go to the bathroom, or excuse myself to take a phone call.
They have even gone far enough to tell mutual friends not to tell me where everyone is going out.
Ridiculous bullshit.....
So anyway, with all of this, it's finally given me the push to do something for myself finally. I'm applying to schools in other states. Florida and California. I've been wanting to head to the west coast since I was 18, so I'm definitely focusing on California schools more than Florida.
And I'm going to have a talk with my grandfather and tell him that I don't want to go to school for biology...my heart is really in cosmetology. He doesn't think its a real education. I guess that happens when you're dealing with a hardcore business man.
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Same story in Florida.
I'd be going for school and a change of scenery, not really so much a change of people.