Alright so I've been heavily slacking on writing lately.
My sleep schedule is fucked, I can't go to sleep before like 6am without taking something.
I thought things were working out with Squeeze and we were actually going to work on a relationship and I haven't heard from him since last weekend. Friday to be exact.
Someone who I thought threw me under the bus when I went out with her...after she's already blown me off numerous times...twice when she said "I want to take you out for your birthday since I missed it"...mind you...my fucking birthday was in July. I'm not going to go into details...but I'm really starting to get convinced that there is NO SUCH thing as a true friend....at least not in this fucking city.
People here are coniving....and once they get what they want from you...they throw you out like last week's pizza. I haven't seen someone else who I thought I was close with probably in over a month and I have no idea why. She won't answer texts.
I started a new job and the person training me....where do I start. #1 she's somewhat of a liar, #2 the girls there are territorial as a mother fucker...get over it girls..it's a fucking tex mex restaurant and bar, #3 I'm still not making money even though the tables I took...my "trainers" were nowhere to be found, yet they still kept the money. They never even visited the table to make sure I was doing things correctly. I know it probably seems childish that I'm complaining about that...but I think in situations such as this you go 50/50...but people are money hungry sons of bitches so why should I even be surprised.
Also..school lost some of my paperwork and when they called asking where it was, they also informed me that I missed registration for my classes and now I won't be able to start until the Spring. Chances are..I'm gonna get my ass handed to me by my grandfather.
You know...I thought I didn't want to leave Atlanta...that I was really happy here...but seriously...in June when my lease is up. I think I'm gonna straight dip out of here. I know that no matter where I go, I will get my fair share of rude people who don't give a shit about anyone but themselves. But I honestly haven't had this many problems living somewhere ever. I lived in Ohio for close to 20 years...over those 20 years I may have come across 5 or 6 bad apples/truly selfish and shitty people. North Carolina...3 and I lived there only for a year. But Atlanta....I'm in double-digits, possibly even the teens if I really sat down and thought about it hard. Everything ranging from delusional psycho whack jobs to thiefs,vandalizers, manipulators, sleeze bags, two-faced, I mean the list can go on and on about these fuckin people.
Before going out this past weekend I hadn't been out in nearly a month. It was over that course of time that I realized...the majority of the people I know here in Atlanta....only call me on the weekend...and usually it's "hey where are you going out to this weekend....think you can get us on a list?" Or like the chick who threw me under the bus and also who has blown me off about 5 times....she just wants someone out with her until she finds some dude to rub her shit all over. She'll straight dump your ass in the middle of a bar once that happens...and then you're either forced to get a cab home, pray you can get a hold of someone to pick you up, or you get stuck being her shadow until she's ready to go home. I know some of this reflects on me and I should have cut her loose when I realized the type of person she was....I'm just having to vent about it really...because I have cut all of these people loose.
Fuck.
My sleep schedule is fucked, I can't go to sleep before like 6am without taking something.
I thought things were working out with Squeeze and we were actually going to work on a relationship and I haven't heard from him since last weekend. Friday to be exact.
Someone who I thought threw me under the bus when I went out with her...after she's already blown me off numerous times...twice when she said "I want to take you out for your birthday since I missed it"...mind you...my fucking birthday was in July. I'm not going to go into details...but I'm really starting to get convinced that there is NO SUCH thing as a true friend....at least not in this fucking city.
People here are coniving....and once they get what they want from you...they throw you out like last week's pizza. I haven't seen someone else who I thought I was close with probably in over a month and I have no idea why. She won't answer texts.
I started a new job and the person training me....where do I start. #1 she's somewhat of a liar, #2 the girls there are territorial as a mother fucker...get over it girls..it's a fucking tex mex restaurant and bar, #3 I'm still not making money even though the tables I took...my "trainers" were nowhere to be found, yet they still kept the money. They never even visited the table to make sure I was doing things correctly. I know it probably seems childish that I'm complaining about that...but I think in situations such as this you go 50/50...but people are money hungry sons of bitches so why should I even be surprised.
Also..school lost some of my paperwork and when they called asking where it was, they also informed me that I missed registration for my classes and now I won't be able to start until the Spring. Chances are..I'm gonna get my ass handed to me by my grandfather.
You know...I thought I didn't want to leave Atlanta...that I was really happy here...but seriously...in June when my lease is up. I think I'm gonna straight dip out of here. I know that no matter where I go, I will get my fair share of rude people who don't give a shit about anyone but themselves. But I honestly haven't had this many problems living somewhere ever. I lived in Ohio for close to 20 years...over those 20 years I may have come across 5 or 6 bad apples/truly selfish and shitty people. North Carolina...3 and I lived there only for a year. But Atlanta....I'm in double-digits, possibly even the teens if I really sat down and thought about it hard. Everything ranging from delusional psycho whack jobs to thiefs,vandalizers, manipulators, sleeze bags, two-faced, I mean the list can go on and on about these fuckin people.
Before going out this past weekend I hadn't been out in nearly a month. It was over that course of time that I realized...the majority of the people I know here in Atlanta....only call me on the weekend...and usually it's "hey where are you going out to this weekend....think you can get us on a list?" Or like the chick who threw me under the bus and also who has blown me off about 5 times....she just wants someone out with her until she finds some dude to rub her shit all over. She'll straight dump your ass in the middle of a bar once that happens...and then you're either forced to get a cab home, pray you can get a hold of someone to pick you up, or you get stuck being her shadow until she's ready to go home. I know some of this reflects on me and I should have cut her loose when I realized the type of person she was....I'm just having to vent about it really...because I have cut all of these people loose.
Fuck.
thegreatwent:
People are dicks.
ian_roland:
Come back to OHIO