Alright....so fuck...I'm really angry right now...almost to the point I'm about to say some really harsh things to someone.
Here's the story in a nutshell so you know the jist. I was dating a dude. I was absoluitely crazy about him. 2 days after my birthday his fuckin ex, who by the way lives in Texas, posts these pictures of him and her kissing on his InkedNation page and he leaves them up there then to top it all off...he posts a picture of their initials inside of a heart drawn in the sand and puts the caption "luckiest guy ever"....fucking douche bag ok.
So basically I call him out about it, he first accuses me of making it too big of a deal, that really pissed me off even more, then he comes over and I tell him to his face, almost started crying, and it looked like he actually cared I was hurt...but really, looking back, he doesn't give two flying fucks about me.
So anyway, his bullshit excuse "she's my ex of over a year ago...she lives in texas....we haven't talked in over a year....but I'm confused."
Well confused bullshit. I honestly don't think he was or even still is confused about their situation.
She came into town last weeked (of the 15th) didn't hear from him Friday, Saturday, Sunday, or Monday....then sudenly Tuesday I get a text from him.
So then Thursday (20th) he was supposed to come over and tell me to my face what was going on......nothing...last I had heard from him was on Wednesday a few texts....
So it's Monday now and guess what I fucking got around 10:50am?!?!?! A fucking text from him.
What the fuck is going on?
Hearing from him now infuriates me. I don't understand what he's doing. Or even why he's doing it. Friends are convinced he's trying to keep me around however he can in case things with his ex don't work out.....again.....but I don't know....I'm sick of being angry and I'm sick of being hurt.....I really just want all of that to stop but I don't know how it will if he's still in my life honestly.Just when I was doing ok and not really thinking of him...poof he's back.
This shit fucking sucks.
Here's the story in a nutshell so you know the jist. I was dating a dude. I was absoluitely crazy about him. 2 days after my birthday his fuckin ex, who by the way lives in Texas, posts these pictures of him and her kissing on his InkedNation page and he leaves them up there then to top it all off...he posts a picture of their initials inside of a heart drawn in the sand and puts the caption "luckiest guy ever"....fucking douche bag ok.
So basically I call him out about it, he first accuses me of making it too big of a deal, that really pissed me off even more, then he comes over and I tell him to his face, almost started crying, and it looked like he actually cared I was hurt...but really, looking back, he doesn't give two flying fucks about me.
So anyway, his bullshit excuse "she's my ex of over a year ago...she lives in texas....we haven't talked in over a year....but I'm confused."
Well confused bullshit. I honestly don't think he was or even still is confused about their situation.
She came into town last weeked (of the 15th) didn't hear from him Friday, Saturday, Sunday, or Monday....then sudenly Tuesday I get a text from him.
So then Thursday (20th) he was supposed to come over and tell me to my face what was going on......nothing...last I had heard from him was on Wednesday a few texts....
So it's Monday now and guess what I fucking got around 10:50am?!?!?! A fucking text from him.
What the fuck is going on?
Hearing from him now infuriates me. I don't understand what he's doing. Or even why he's doing it. Friends are convinced he's trying to keep me around however he can in case things with his ex don't work out.....again.....but I don't know....I'm sick of being angry and I'm sick of being hurt.....I really just want all of that to stop but I don't know how it will if he's still in my life honestly.Just when I was doing ok and not really thinking of him...poof he's back.
This shit fucking sucks.
kc10009:
they always come back and seem to write call whatever right when you stop thinking bout em...just went through similar thing this year...people suck sometimes...so fuck em and their faces.