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I need to do something productive too! I do not know why I am up at 3am doing absolutely nothing. I need a hobby or something until classes start back. Although I am glad I do not have any homework to do. YAY! Good luck getting your work finished.

I'll be Atlanta for two weeks in November for some training. Might have to check out this Graveyard Tavern place. I'll just make sure not to elbow you in the cheek. Maybe just a light brush against the booty instead.

...How did I put the word "dog" in place of "love". I mean, I love dogs..but that's pretty damned weird.

Good luck in the relationship department. Being single could be worse. You could be stuck with a jerk or an abuser. So be patient and be happy when an awesome guy comes along. They exist, dear and you deserve one. I hope things get better at work and good luck with everything.

You should report your employer to the Better Business Bureau. Good luck though on getting a new bartender job.

Hope you feel better soon!

Sweet song......I dig the acoustic one that you put up on your page too. Of course, I've always been a bit of a sucker for acoustic versions. Music is awesome, it's alwyas seemed very weird to me when people say that they're not really into it. Lots of older people seem like that, like grandparents. I hope to never lose "it". I mean, I still play records and dance around while making dinner. Gay? Totally. Likely to stop? I hope not. I must admit, in the beginning, I didn't really embrace the iPOD stuff.....or even itunes. I remember when I bought my first iPOD though ( which I still use..crazy!) and really.....it fucking rocked my world! I was hooked. Uploading all of my music and listening to it whenever....holly crap, amazing. I'm converted. I still buy CDs instead of just digital, mainly because I'm a slave to media marketing..but also because I love to hold the physical piece, and listen to it the way the artist wanted me too. Also, it's good to have it incase your computer crashes...like mine did. Anyway, like your list..I love iTUNES now, and am amazed and excited about having the most awesome music station ever..mine. I hope all is well.....

I've crawled out of hiding for a bit....but musch like a groundhog..I'm sure I'll go back soon. I guess that you're right...it's probably more of a rut that a loss of passion. Especially since I feel like doing things, I just.....don't. Lame. It's always a pleasure to hear from you as well.....Thanks for the comment on my pics....always welcome, probably never deserved..lol

i read the book, it started out well.. ended sort of lame. i am curious as to how it turned out in movie form.

ah yes, "let the right one in" i thought it was fuckin great. the shots, the subtle scenes of violence, and the love story inside it all.....i recommend it. didnt know they are remaking it. but i heard they are remaking "the girl with a dragon tattoo" which i also liked......ahh fuck it, i'd see both remakes.....

what's wrong with your knee? i would call the courts and see if they can help you...my bf missed a mandatory class a few years ago and they just gave him another date to come back.

oh, i'm sorry. it seem like you're having a rough time my dear. please fit in time to rest before you do to pieces! i hope the best with your recovery.

Aloha! The hair stuff...I really don't know anything about. I'm gonna go ahead and just trust your judgement on that one, I'm sure whichever way you go, it'll be awesome! I dig the tattoo idea, I guess you could consider it cliche, but really, most tattoos are. I've been thinking of getting something written on the sides of my hand(s?) too...it's a little tought with my job though. A: the healing would be really hard and B: I would really be getting on peoples nerves...public relationship job blah, blah, blah.
I can understand the moving idea..I've moved so much in my life that staying somewhere too long seems to freak me out. I do think that I'd like to maybe bounce around a bit....but I can still see making SD my forever home. New York huh? I've never been. Crazy, I know. I actually have family and friends there...yet still haven't made it there. Of course, the family is newly aquired ( my little sister got married) but still. To me it seems: awesome, scary, amazing, shitty, perfect, lame, etc. I think that the lack of nature would get me down. That's what I dug so much about San Francisco...t had all the hipness and coolness of a big city, but the pure awesomeness of nature as well. And you could bike, walk, trolley, bus everywhere! That was pretty sweet. I'm sure that New York would be lucky to have you though, and what a fun age to be there at. Of course, I see New York as a place where you can be awesome no matter what age..but still. Good luck!

I think your hair is already awesome. but the half hawk/step fade ish is awesome. It is the face that carries the hurr ya dig? lol

don't cut your hair off!! i've been dealing with growing mine out for months now, and every other week i'm like oh fuck, i need to just chop it, but i've been taking biotin. it's really helped with it growing out a lot faster and it's grown longer in the last 4 months than it has in years. YEARS.

ok in other news, i got nothing else and i still have no idea what is going on with the shoot that is supposed to be taking place, but i will email you as soon as i hear anything from the photog!

and congrats on being on the wagon. in our industry it's a miracle

i haven't heard from the photog still and i'm wondering if i will, he's been kind of flaky and he wanted to shoot this coming monday. i'm leaving to go out of town two days after that, so it may not happen. regardless i definitely need halloween help, so i don't know how you want to schedule that or whatever, but i'll definitely be in touch with that.

your eyes pop in the last 2 photos. Pikachu rules. So does Squirtle - he's My fave ...

having a party to say goodbye to haters is awesome. what a good reason to celebrate. i'm in the process of growing my hair out and it's a complete pain in the ass. it's taking everything not to say ''fuck it'' and do something short, but i know i'll appreciate it more once i get some real length. love the last two pictures.

That must be a very weird bar if you're not making any money there! I mean, I've never worked at one, but I've visited my fair share of drinking establishments...and the good ones seem to be making some pretty good dough! Or, would that be yeast? I would totally say that you need to venture elsewhere...while keeping on good terms of course.
One thing that has really become annoyingly clear as of late, is that in the "adult" world...everthing is expensive. It's weird because suddenly I've been forced into the whole setup of adult life where I somehow owe everyone money and somehow, I don't even know why. It's insane! I gotta say, it's becomming more and more clear that I was right all along, I'm not meant to live my life on the terms and ideas that most of the "adult" world puts on themselves. I've always lived outside of the box, or at least on the fringe, and I guess I realize I should be anywhere near that damned box. Okay, enough of my rant..I guess what I'm saying is...make your own path. It works out in the end. Don't let the bastards getcha down doll......

I hope you go Pink. I'm going to Pimp the shit out of your set

Wish we lived closer so we could work out together