today i had to ask a classmate when a career in cosmetology was going to pay off. (in other words, when is this not going to suck?)

i am getting a bit burnt out because i am not making much income during this process. the money stress makes me hungry to finish. i am either in school or at work seven days a week.

i do see a light at the end of the tunnel.... it just sucks being at the bottom at my age; i hope my experience, education and integrity give me a "leg up".

i need to stay positive.... i will not give up.

i must remember to practice patience and gratitude. a lot of generous people have helped me along my path.

anywhoo..... that's the current mood.

in closing.... if you are ever in the spirit to let me play with your hairs, please give me a call. i would love to practice on people i know and like.

i have about 1000 out of 1500 hours to go. 1/3 done baby!